You put your arms around me
and for some reason
I found my tears falling
Then you looked at me
for the first time
in a long time
differently
but with the same I eyes
I fell in love with
you held my hand
and as I clasped yours
you smiled and said
"I'm so happy"
and for some reason
I found your tears falling
then I looked at you
like how I've always looked at you
like you're love
and everything beautiful of it
and for the first time
in a long time
everything was okay again

but then
I opened my eyes
with my tears falling
I start to remember
where I am
I start screaming
as the pain starts
to come back to my chest
realizing that
that was the reality I wanted
to wake up to instead