Boys! Excuses!

I’m totally sick of the

“Lets be friends” or “It’s not you it’s me”

EXCUSES!

*******!

Boys….MAN THE **** UP

You need to realize what you have right in front of you

Because one of these **** days

I’m gonna get sick of standing here

Waiting for you to open your eyes

I’m just going to end up walking away!!!

Can’t Get Up

When life gets you down

You get back up

With your friends by your side

And your will to survive

I can’t get up

Life has me to far down

No friends to stand beside me

Nobody to share my pain

Only the moon to guide me

Through the harsh pouring rain

Changed

Over the past year a lot has happened

That one person I thought would never let me down, did.

I went from skipping to class with my friends, to skipping class

I’ve burned bridges without a care in the world

Used my anger as a mask to everything else

I turned away from the people who loved me

Fallen in love with the wrong people

Taken all the wrong paths

Spoken words I can’t take back

Ruined the one friendship that meant everything to me

Bottled up as much drama as I could

Watched as the people closet to me drifted away

Half-listened to the words they said

Begging me to change

Now I’m stuck in a world that hates me

I can no longer feel pain

Death doesn’t scare me

Being alone is no longer my biggest fear

But my biggest wish

Knives threaten my life each night

Friends barely keep me alive

I cry until my red eyes close.

Come on Dylan

Do you remember me like I remember you?

Did you ever stop to think that I miss the old you?

The guy I used to know, the one I trusted with my life

I never thought you’d leave me, sitting in the dark

Hell yes I miss the old you, I want him back

So can I have my best friend again?

Where did he even go?

the silence between us is eerie

i want to ask do you hate me

the thought is fleeting

tires crunching as the hardened snow

flies beneath the wheels

turn up the music louder

for the silence is deafining

you take a wrong turn

makes the ride longer

you sing part of the song that’s playing

makes me smile

you’re my daddy

and i don’t want you to be mad

but i know i moved out

and it’s time to move on

I’m no longer daddy’s little girl

I’m daddy’s biggest mistake

The one who ****** up

The one who hurt him

Why should he love me

When he’s got a perfect one

Sitting at home

Doing chores

Doing her homework

Being nice

Being an angel

While he drives home

the oldest

the devil…

Did you ever stop to think?

Did you ever stop to think that maybe

I don’t know how to change?

Everyday is a new struggle?

Being alone is both my biggest fear and wish?

Saying I love you no longer means you really do?

I cry too….  I don’t just block it all out

Maybe I don’t mean to **** it all up?

Just because I pushed you away doesn’t mean you don’t mean anything to me?

A piece of paper doesn’t mean much?

People can change over time, so why do you assume they can’t?

That I do notice you lips saying one thing while your eyes say another?

Being here for my friends is the only thing that gets me out of bed?