Drama Cloud

Last year I was just a drama cloud

Raining down with problems

No light would shine

As darkness grew between us

Best friends to nothing at all

In the blink of an eye

I found it so hard

To have to say goodbye

I worked hard all summer

Trying to change

Now I stand here

Finally talking to you

It seems like

My efforts have paid off

I have my best friend back

No longer a drama cloud

Raining down problems

Instead a cloud

With a beautiful silver lining

Dylan’s poem

Have you ever sat down and wondered

What it would be like if we were still friends?

Do you ever sit down and think about me?

Do you even miss me?

Do you look at me and feel a little pain?

Do you ever wish we never changed?

I do, I think about you a lot

Sometimes, I think things happen for a reason

Then when I think about you

I can’t think of any reasons

I have so many memories with you

So many good times and now just as many bad

I wish things never changed

I wish I could know if you think about me

Do you think about…

About us?

7th grade?

Last year?

This year?

Yesterday?

Today?

Or just about any day

When I was in your life

When I thought I actually

Meant something to you

Do you at least think about the day

When you first walked away?

Every note

I wrote this poem for one of my best friends during a time when he pushed me away and I didn’t understand why.

I hope that one day you’ll find every note

All my words filling pages and pages

Take a seat, read them all and realize

Every single one of them is about you

When that day finally arrives

May reading them make you regret

Saying our friendship meant nothing to you

That I was just more drama you didn’t need

Now don’t you regret building me up so high

Then breaking me down without a second thought?

When reading them, may a single tear slide down your face

May that one tear shock you

Making you realize how much you’ve lost

Crying one tear is like the sky raining only one drop

So let that one tear turn into many

As you remember our memories

Fairytale Life

fairytale life

All I want is my fairytale life

It all starts and ends with you

Everybody says don’t go back to him

He’s no good for you

Think about what you have

Why give it all away

For a daily struggle

Just to make him stay

*k.d.s.

Following Her

I’ve lost my way

Taken the wrong path

Following my mothers footsteps

Not willing to look back

Faith was left behind

A long time ago

Nothing the bible says

Can ever help me through

People I love slowly go away

Like puddles left over from a rainy day

Words fall flat against my ears

My own heart twisted with fear

Girlfriend > Best Friend

It kills me to know that you tell her everything

Girlfriend trumps best friend

She knows you better then me

Which kills me inside

Just tell me where we fell apart

Where did I go wrong?

When do I get my best friend back?

Where did you even go?

Glass wall

Stuck behind a glass wall

On the outside people draw

Adding something new

Something that they say

“This is you”

As if I’m a paper doll

In pieces and torn

From being dressed up

In so many different ways

A new life, a different design

Nobody knows what I looked like

When I was real and just me

Instead of this girl

Built out of lies

I can never break down this wall

Because I’m not really behind it

I was destroyed long ago

So who will I be

When people finally see

That they can never

Be happy with me?