Tame my undying passion for the irreparable pain you have caused me. I crave the toxic melodies of your words malice coated with an obsession I have yet to acknowledge. You abuse me but the adrenaline I get from your kiss after seems to devour the fragments of remorse I'm suppressing. " I love you " you say but love to you is when I am in my depressive state weak and vulnerable an unending hunger for your attention. You tell me how much you love my porcelain smile because whenever I have an urge to speak hopelessness drips from my lips an empowerment you need. You love to feel in control you have an unhealthy greed for power. I plead but you look at me with disgust in your eyes a look that cuts right through my heart the wounds lingers. " I own you" you say and make sure the words are engraved in your head. "I know" I smile a reflection of self-hate I have yet to perceive

I'm empty inside yet I can still feel pain overwhelmed by melancholy tragic despair is what I am dealing with I cried yet I am smiling a smirk slanted with the weight of affliction

Turn my name into a curse that spills from your lips an essence as sacred as a tragic love story a distinctive accent of a triumph death fill  the void in my heart with your dark mind color me unholy and claw at my soul with your poisoning words and calloused hands painful pleasure is what you give a dire need for your love.

The angel in your eyes and the devil in your soul you can see the scarlet soul of mine turn my name into a curse that spills from your lips like that sacred essence cure me of this happiness with every imperfection in your being your smile carved with the grace of a thousand tragic love stories