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Jungdok Sep 2017
It is summer
But feels like winter
Maybe when fall comes,
Everything will be better

Fall has arrived
But it feels colder than ever
Maybe when winter comes
Everything should be better

Winter finally arrived
But somewhat nothing gets better
Maybe when Spring comes
Everything will renew together

At last, my last hope, Spring has come
But nothing changed, it was supposed to get better!
Should I just wait for summer,
And hope everything just gets better?
What depression feels like, the constant feeling of hopelessness. Seasons changed, but what you feel feels the same.
Jungdok Sep 2017
Was there a night you just stared at the ceiling and cried?
Was there a time you just were too tired to fight?
Were there moments when you just wanted to die?

There'll be times that it'll be hard,
Those are the times that'll give you an illusion to give up
Be strong and hold on,
Until then you'll strive
You'll live and survive
Not happily ever after,
Not like the movies or those dramas you watch
But with your own kind of reality,
Your truest reality that will genuinely make you happy

Until then, you have to fight,
Until then, you have to strive
Until then, you have to live
Until then, you have to survive
Depression *****, but I know you can overcome that! Fight that feeling, you'll be happy, not soon, but you will be.
Jungdok Sep 2017
The thought of you,
It makes my heart race
Lips suddenly curves
And it forms a smile

The thought of us together,
Even though that's unattainable
I can't help but hope
Maybe, someday, it'll be achieveable?

The thought of you together
It severely aches my heart
I somehow wish she'd be gone
So that you can be fully mine

The thought of that altogether
It slowly destroys me,
Partially consumes me,
and it freaking exhausts me
Jungdok Sep 2017
I was your Harry.

And you were my friend, Hermione.

I liked it when people see us together

And tell us we're fit one another

When in reality,

I was just an extra in your story

I loved you secretly,

Even though reciprocating it is just a fantasy,

And so I watched you end up with my bestfriend, Ron

When I knew that should've been me.
*in reply to a poem I saw on facebook by Zace del Pilar*
Jungdok Sep 2017
I loved you

even when it hurts

I understood you

even when it's illogical

I helped you

even when you don't want to help yourself anymore

I always made time for you

even though you cannot commit to me

And I grew tired of it

even when I don't want to

Don't worry, I'm now leaving you

because I never felt your love and affection

I am tired of being a martyr

I loved you, but I am so freaking tired of your excuses

It'll hurt a lot

*but I'll move one and find one to replace you soon
Jungdok Sep 2017
Each day
I strive
To live
And to survive
This cruel world that
I was forced to breathe in to
Jungdok Sep 2017
I'll never break your heart
I'll always be by your side
Just trust me, just give me your heart
Just give me your all, and I'll guve you mine

They say that promises are meant to be broken
But no, i'll never break mine
I'll keep what I said so just stay by my side
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