Kept myself from being insane
Cant do anythin i was drained
Gave her my all she never did call and to her nothin was gained,
How can i save myself if i fell
You and me ideas i dwell
Never thought that youll leave me alone and let me suffer in hell.

The world lookin like hell
This are the nightmares my parents tell
Evil and sins where we humans fell
But still savin the world aint the idea we dwell
The game that we live rules arent fair
Others cheat but we dont even care.

Now i just wonder can i survive havin this much pain
Alone forever waitin for someone, someone who never came
Left there i was in vain
In the middle of the rain
On my knees i kept on callin but it seems that you forgot your name.

Girl you just gotta smile
Its gonna be a bumpy ride
It will be nothin but hate for a while
But at the end it will be fine
So dont give up girl you just gotta smile
You gotta endure for a while
I know you can go another mile
I believe in you id be there everytime
Followin you until you reach the finish line.

Never believe a thing that your haters say
You will be happy
Maybe just not today
You dont have to give up
Queens aren't made in a day.

I see kids wonderin will he eat today
How about tomorrow or next week
How can they be the future if their body is too weak
Then i mind my own like i saw nothin

I wasnt raised this way
The government will tell you they got this
**** it this aint what he promised
He has to do somethin to fix this
He said 6 months now he needs 6 years
Next thing you know
Its another promised we just hoped for.

I'd be waiting a lifetime if that what it would take
I just miss the smiles that you make
Reminscin the past i know its too late
Youre somethin that i love and ill never hate.

The only side where I'll reside is suicide
I trusted you and yet you lied
When you told me your down to ride
When you told me you will be my bride
I trusted you and yet you lied

Treat her as my queen even if she doesn't care,
Made her the center of my universe when in her world i wasnt there.

Is it crazy?
the fact that she
can only love me when she's tipsy
But i still love her
even if she can't love me when shes sober

I told her that ill break her heart
Then she said that its alright
I said ill punch you baby with my fist
Then she kissed me on my lips
I told her that my feelings ain't true
She said baby i'd still love you

I'll get what I want from her until none of her remain

Did all those things and nothing was gained

Regret everything tonight and tomorrow do it all again.

I only talk to you when I'm sad
I only talk to you when I'm lonely
Sometimes when drunk or other girls don't wanna talk to me
And so i ended up alone
I was searchin for a house when your already home.