Now i just wonder can i survive havin this much pain
Alone forever waitin for someone, someone who never came
Left there i was in vain
In the middle of the rain
On my knees i kept on callin but it seems that you forgot your name.

Why come back to me im nothin
Arent you tired of cryin?
For me there is no future
Theres nothin else but torture
I cant help myself but hurt her,
Find a man that will treat you right
Im the one till i left
Broken hearts i always kept
Leave you faster than a fighter jet

Why don't you leave you'll hurt your self
Leave you broken then blame myself,
Hurt you once then hurt you twice
Feed you with this crazy lies
Im not the man to fantasize
When will you realize,
Im a badboy gotdamn it
Cant understand my mindset
I love you girl thats not true i wanna tell you what i meant
too young for true love sorry you are not it.

I am ice cold stay away
Break your heart I'll find a way
Didnt you hear what the stories say
Im heartless **** just go away.

I only talk to you when I'm sad
I only talk to you when I'm lonely
Sometimes when drunk or other girls don't wanna talk to me
And so i ended up alone
I was searchin for a house when your already home.

Look through my lens
All i see is violence
It doesnt make sense
But so am i
Sorry my
Friends and family
If y'all could just see
That life is not for me
The question is why
Do people lie
Why do the real ones die.

Treat her as my queen even if she doesn't care,
Made her the center of my universe when in her world i wasnt there.