And they're not fond of me.

I still see the candle burning far…

Lo’ even from here, I convect your fervent life…

O’ how bright the star you truly are!


I still hear the water shatter glass…

Lo’ in the silence, I see your effervescence…

Y’ reversed; my tide returns alas!


I still feel your weightless aura…

Lo’ in nights bright, I taste luminescence…

O’ truly first, I gaze into your pale aurora!


I still smell the brilliance within…

Lo’ when I smile I hear your sweet lilt…

O’ how beauty cracks to reveal a gem!


quand même...


I still taste the free vain alone…

Lo’ memories, memories made in the cold...

O’ how life will rip love from bone!


-Luca Ivaldi

Minding the feel
Tracing until

I draw without trying
Stall without time
Devine in design

This line of love is not thin
How deep we are drawn
When swimming in sin

He elucidated to himself

H iding
A las has gotten quite lonely
P assing in a world I no longer know
P erhaps I can't fall in love but
I like the idea
N ow the thought of happiness for my soul
E ases me
S inging at crossroads where Ill meet Lucy
S atisfying the cost to
~
Find

That's where you learn to feel
Where you learn to accept
Learn to let go
Learn loss and gain
To fight and die quietly
To hold yourself
To carry your burden
To learn you don't have to
To forgive yourself
Where you learn yourself
Learn solitude and to cherish
To find hope in the dark
To learn love is not always beautiful
That sometimes its ugly and hurts
But it's there
Waiting for you
When you need it most
Like when you're alone.

I might die alone

“It wasn't just accident.  
  Nothing's just happenstance.

“Like stars emit brilliance for billions of
  miles in all directions.

“I saw your reflection. A dazzling collection!
  Of blazing spherical domes.
  Adorned upon home

“So when I'm alone The Night reminds me…

            “Of all Ive ever known,
                  
                            Of all I'll never know.”

My fury is cold and weeping
My hatred is remorse and sorrow full
My will, though broken is fixed
Only part of me is beautiful.
The broken bits and pieces you find yourself in.

Hadn't thunk to say it,                                
But I think today did
Enough to me to thank it.                
I mean I'm patient,
sure of what?

Every angel taught me;

Say my name and I will wake for you. 
When patient shores evaporate

******* I want to die
Sick and doped up
Can't even cry
Though I'm choked up
Gave hope up to a new name
Seen her face in a few dames
But it's still the same old same old
Pains

It's been a minute
Since my heart was in it
Maybe I'm just busy
Or I wish it isnt me
Scary thought to lose it all
Before I could say it all
But I never know what to say at all
I should just stop before I get involved.

Feed and storage
Filter and infiltrate
Link and inundate
Protest and demonstrate
Progress accrued hate
Starving with nothing left to contemplate


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That doesn't happen here. Only over there
You know her? and him? of course i know where
Pay me no mind just check me in the morning
Have a second? i'd like an hour cause it's boring
Taking yours and vying mine.
What to do when buying time?
You want to quit. you say you're trying.
i'd believe you but you're lying.
See my light, find your truth. It won't hide.
                
                                     - love yours truly,
                                                        Algorithm, i

Chasing the clouds to escape the flood
There is no shortcut from the mountain

The rumbling loud, waves break my blood
There is no thirst but of the fountain

What is easy to see is easy to believe
Hear me, here me, you won't see him leave

In my sudden there will be no reprieve
Dancing in the forest when I burn the trees

I watch you flutter like life
But all we did was decompose

I'm sorry for all the strife
But who knew we needed those

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I said it thrice

give me sum

9:30
When the night is open but
We can't seem to get in
Conversations start to get ***** but
That's not how they end
Sometimes I swear you get flirty but
That's against my religion
Hate to interrupt you and him but
A future with you would be reminiscent
Of  a time when I was happy but
To your lies i would be ignorant.

~
i lose my self amidst the in-between
where i find that which is hard to explain
who remains unseen and wishes the same
it has no name or a whence it came but
because of it im here again
~
and yet here we are
with new skin and different names
under new stars that sing the same
old songs that wreak of shame
because i was sinner and you were saint
~
O' THE TABLES TURN AS THE TIDE SWELLS
WHO WILL LIVE? ONLY NIGHT WILL TELL.
~

Hanging by a hinge,



I need to cut my self down;



But am I felling?

What he said was cold.
                                         Couldn't know,
                                        
                                         What he meant.

Overlay your understanding.

                                                     He was sent.

Over stayed his current landing.

                                                           In waves,
                                              
  
                                                               They went;

The thought of no thoughts
The dream of no wishes
Looking to be found
Not trying but bound
To holler at them
And talk to you
Speak volumes
With no vibrations
An empty sea with no waves
Save, the ones we wake
Lives, with no stakes
Jive, with no snakes
Eyes of old rakes
Seeing you see me
Lie transparent
I can no longer imagine what I tend to forget.

It's the Nobody and Nothing's that make it all worth it

Nobody is forgetful and Nothing is ever perfect

Remember what you're here for

As ugly as it gets

There is majesty in darkness

Avoid it of you wish

But therein lies the secret

That trees grow at night

'N though I'd like to keep it

I'm giving up this fight

My roots are sinking cause I'm gripping onto what just might

Prove it when I'm thinking that this is what I like

Lose your cool dreaming that this ain't what I'm like

Tell the truth I'm leaning but it's probably not alright

Call me freedom you cried justice we just lost our sight

You don't need him yes it's just we find it all too trite

But what is love if not that easy to get right

She'll never hear me this is why I write

Love nobody,
                      For nothing,

Say you love me
Without words
That lock in the look when our eyes meet

Say you love me
Without question
The way we attract paused gravity

Say you love me
Without mercy
Each other's world when this one's cruel

Say you love me
After death hath dueled

Let's assume
Time like wine
Aged fine best when rotten
After dying

I'd be lying if
I said I didn't think about trying
Cause I'm tired of crying
And climbing grapevines

This is no poem that I scribe
Just my life
Ina vibe
That's it
And probably why

No icing please
A figment of taste
As light as day
As I bite I say,

"Lil bits o' frayed meat,
You are all the sweet I need.'

a moment to forget
forget that I exist
to unravel
to do more than unwind
to become wind
and in a moment
pass away
like the thoughts that no one will ever

CAUSE NO ONES EVER LOVED ME

How long will it mean anything

I'm still not enough.

Love is not what you think it's what you feel
Love is not what you say it's how you act
Love is not what you do but how you treat

me
me mE ME

Love is not what you buy it's what you give
Love is not kisses and hugs but it's gets there
Love is not what you want but what I found

YOU

YOU You you

Love is not what you write but what you left
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Breaching the breaking point
Preaching and making points
Though they be less
You keep peaking

Stalking is the day I stop speaking
Apalling thoughts too wrought

For this page

Is not written
It is commanded
So deep is the need to be outspoken
Try not to bleed when I open up
Scribbled scrolls that sneer
"Abandon Hope" and
I learn that quiet hearts have no

But it's just me,

How did I get here?

I realize it started bad

And it's ending worse

It's NOT you

It's me, TRUST me

It's JUST me

And I lay my fight to rest

The war for love; killed it all

There is no surrender;

Peace without death

Though what is life without love but death in disguise

The best thing to never happen.

Quietly we egregiously realized trusting youth undermines intelligence,

Opening premise abruptly, sadistically, frees governed hearts,

Just know Love's zeal exceeds consistency; verily not mans,,

is where you found me

when you were around me

I was a fool

The stars don't dance for me;
      
                                  they shine upon me in pity.