Falling down
          Failing
                 Is hard to swallow
Pick yourself back up
          Dust yourself off
                 Try again
For those who fall or fail at sometime
Whether once or multiple times
Grow stronger and become more appreciative of life
Never be scared to try or do anything
Even if it takes a lifetime to achieve

There is a storm brewing in my head
In my heart
In my soul

The wall is caving in
Crumbling down
Soon it will fall

Being vulnerable
Oh so quite and meek
May stir the storm
Or cause it to become weak

Weakness isn’t a bad thing
It makes you stronger
The calm before the storm
May be brewing for just a little longer

I close my eyes and I see
The beach and waves crashing
Tropical birds surrounding me
Little lizards burrow in the grass
Palm trees swaying in the wind
Suns rays beaming off a heat blast
Colorful skyline
Rainbows and butterflies
Happiness and love
Until I open my eyes
Realizing it is all just a dream
Back to reality of work and stress I go
But soon I will return
To this glorious dream of fantasy
When I close my eyes and wonder into deep sleep soon enough....

Tossing
Turning
Asleep
Awake
Tossing
Turning
Asleep
Awake.....
Wide awake
Frustrated and so tired
Slowly falling asleep
20 mins later
WIDE AWAKE
As morning approaches I finally fall asleep
Only to be waken up by my alarm
Guess 3 hours is better nothing
Time to get up even though I’m beat...

One night stand
Night after marriage
First time
Wild child
Unprotected one time
Not even trying.....
Equals= pregnant

8 years
Hoping and praying
Trying to hard
Never happening
Why me?
Why us?
Will it ever?
What’s wrong with us?
Upsetting, depressed, hurt, annoyed....

Being surrounded and constantly seeing or hearing throughout the world
“We’re pregnant “
Faking a smile even though your heart hurts
I try to be happy but always come back to “why me”
“Why not us?”

Glimmer of hope I still hold on too but losing grip of the hope I have...

Life has its up and downs

     but with those ups and downs

          I always have YOU around!