Fairy tales
Are hard to achieve
But we could make our own story
If you'd just believe

Pixie dust isn't something we need
For true love is the potion
We need to achieve

If I sprinkle some of you
On top of me
Imagine the possibilities

A fairy once told me a tale
About a man in love with a female

Yet she denied the magic
And his heart fell tragic

Because the only that happened
Was the reality he got stabbed with

I am here
The clock says
Day and night
In the same circle
I woke up again
Good morning
Afternoon
Night
It says I'm here
Just like yesterday
The same kind of day
Year after year
The clock keeps repeating
The same chimes
I  hear
With the sunrise
The clock says
I am here
Again

What did you hear

Say

The rumor
Of the day
What your ear
Ate

I heard you repeat
Through your teeth
A thought
You yourself
Didn't make

Hearsay
   Gossip
And news fake

It's entertainment
Aside from the truth said

What did you hear

Say

Before you believe
What is the source paid

To deliver you a message
Or display a truth
                     Bent

Over
Your
        Head

We just want to be loved
Like our God
   From alone
   And darkness
We just want to be shone
   A light in this world
A heart to be hugged
We just want to be loved
Like our God
              For us
The gift of his Son
   Eternal salvation
     Together as one

We just want to be loved

We are

I couldn't break a heart
For I owned one not

it was a shot in the dark
or a shot in the heart
while all was blind
it hit the target

We should have been smarter
Than the probability of ourselves
Becoming longer

While depending on love being stronger
Weakness sprouted under our armor
Conflicts became victorys
For the evil they started

And the wages of those sins
Left us departed

It was a shot in the dark
Our conscious wasn't conscience
Of the desires we wanted

Forever changed
For ever the length
Measuring the definition meant

For years or shorter






In the infinity of eternal
Marauders

My spinning heart
Maybe its my head
Each  one for her
To hold on to
It was the earth
The culprit
merry go round
And round
she goes
My heart like a record
Under her needle
Playing song
Listen  to that 808
Beat the drums
Expressing atmosphere
And the ambience of sound
As wind chimes are a voice of the wind
I am heard as a resounding gong
Clanging my cymbals
Where did i go wrong
Entering this world so dizzy
Spinning  round  and round
Maybe its my heart
Maybe its  my head
That just cant take the spin
The sound of hope
I just cant hear it
Spin another  record Sammy
The one about  the desert
how it was so dry
Till she wet  it
Her lips moistened with kisses
And therapeutics  
Messing with my heart
messing with my head
I just  cant take these revolutions
The earth spinning me
Into convulsions
I'm  sick to my nuisance
My song.of violins
Can you hear the deep cello
Plugging his strings
I see a black swan on the waters
Of imagery
lookin me.bacc
She did
Playing that 808
Deeper into the.night
My spinning  heart
Maybe its my head
Each one for her to hold on to
We already knew.the culprit
From dust to death
We have to get back to the garden
But where is the path
Someone change the record
put  on songs of forget  me nots
We could change the picture
before you take one
The 808 was beating down
And she licked her lips
Like she's  does
When she needs.them wet
I just looked at the way she did
And remembered it
A few times over again
My spinning heart
Maybe its my head
In a million circles
Spinning away

I'm so tired
Every footstep
Feels like miles
How much longer
To get where I'm going

My weakened legs
And buckled belly
Catching breath
On my broken lungs
yelling

I'm so tired
Let me rest in peace
Lord
I can hardly walk
And lift my arms

My head is hung
On lifes gallows
Every footstep is a thousand pounds
Every breath is a half pull

I'm so tired
My eyes close
Inside helplessness
My mind kills

Itself

The world is so heavy
To carry
My shoulders failed

I've lost desire
I'm so tired
And I can't lift my spirit any higher

On the floor of trying
I lay here dying

slow

And why here

All these years and marathons
Gasping for every breath
And finish lines

The time of speed
In the heart of beats
Crying in the pain of natures beast

I'm too tired of getting up
When my face is punched
And pummled each week

I want rest

In the peace of the graves death
Because I'm just too tired here
Fighting loneliness

Battling for money blessed
In paychecks spent
On rent and food fats

I'm too tired
To eat much
Too gone
To feel loved

I'm exhausted

To the max edge
Of this worlds coffin
I lay here
Staring at the ceiling
Waiting for my nerves
Calming

I want to sleep
But I'm still awake
And I contemplate
Escape

I believe it's coming

The weight of the world
Is so tough to carry
It's heavy with worry
And the devils scurvy

All I can do
Is eat drink
and be merry

But I'm just too tired
Of sparing

My life

Change your mind
That old clothing
Made for floors

You used to like that dress
It complemented your eyes

What you think about now
And how it changed color
Now it's too faded
And it's time to change

Your mind

It used to think about
What to wear

Shifting through the hangers
Behind the closet doors
Wishing you could still fit in
What you did before

He matched with everything
You ever wore
But now he's no longer
In your dresser drawers

When you changed your mind
He changed more
Some things you can never find
In a department store

Change your mind
What can you afford
What are you shopping for
Something you already had

Worn

I'm a disaster
Life has been hard to master
I've taken quite a few beatings
And still manage some laughter

Even though I'm a wreck
I've got an attitude like shrek
A face of an ogre
And a princess
That complains about it

Yeah
I'm a disaster
I'm the math of the after
When it was all too late
To create something better than
Actual

According to my calculations
There was a malfunction
In my creation
They forgot to implant
Obedience and cooperation
And installed complaining
Instead

They looked inside my head
And said
They need to rewire the whole mess
Because i should be agreeing
With everything

they say

I'm a disaster
I'm damaged
No good
A maniacal
Human imposter

I searched my thoughts then
It's not what i wanted
But maybe i am
The diaster they called me

             Well...


here I come

Her onyx eyes
Danced around
In her atramentous dress

And she had jet black hair
That flowed in an ink
In the depths of the darkest black

Her crimson lips
Bled into the blackest pitch
And she spoke every word he wished

As she glowed in the whitest snow
She gave his flesh a kiss

He took off her dress in a tenebrous mist
And carresed her stygian breast

Then she made to him love
Without a color therof
In her caliginous body possessed

Here come the handcuffs
I guess my words were too strong
For your weakness

Are you in fear how I speak this

Perhaps you need to censor
The whole **** ship

I saw a man steal the paint
Off another mans palette
Because he didn't like his story
Or the way he'd tell it

Imagine the art you make
And having another man
Tell you how to sell it

Here come the handcuffs
Take creativity and lock it up
It must be a crime to be so passionate

Make it do time
With all the other rhymes

That were just too much

For another mans mind
To respect

I keep falling

Falling
              Down

I keep
        tumbling
                down

My feet are froggin' out

Hoppin' around
And I keep falling
Falling down

I
  keep
          going
                down
                         the
                              spiral

Hoping to reach
The smallest paradise
                  Fooling around
Groovin' to the sounds of
                              Howling

The moon calling me out
Before morning
I keep falling out of conscience

I'm on a pond with frog legs
But I am no prince

A kiss could change me

I keep falling

             Fallen
                         down

To the bottom of all this

And when I look up
                    It's so tall
                   All around me

And when I look down
I keep going down
                 The spiral

Looking for help
But no one is coming

                Now

I'm a tree frog
Hoping around the forest

And I keep falling
I keep falling out of conscience

I keep tumbling down
And my feet are froggin' out
Hopping along the waters

I'm no prince
Or a knight
In shining armor

I'm just a man
Or a frog

Falling down
The spiral

Color my skin police
Blue
Call me a *****
Label me privileged
Whiten my flesh
Beat me to a pulp
Pick my cotton
Develop our culture
Of hate
Allow the media vultures
To consume the rest of what's left of our ignorance
When forgiveness is extinct

The racist black
The racist cop
The racist white
The racist facts

How do you overcome the past
When it falls into your lap
And the division
Doesn't equal what you add

You allow time
To heal the error
Add love and a plan to get better
Together
If our families matter
More than the color
Of our flesh

The race is human
And we need each other
To battle the evil
Which attacks

The loving black
The loving cop
The loving white
With the power of forgiveness
Can win this
Regardless of the enemy
Trying to destroy the Unity
True Patriots have

Fight back
White & Black
Are a Force

When we're together
Watching each others back
Like we were
Before the media told us

We should hate each other
Because Hilary Lost

He wasn't great at anything
Never a sculpture
Or an encyclopedia portrait
A rather odd logo
From a different establishment
Energy was intermittently governed by spirit
And spirits
His name was also a number
Socially secure yet alphabetically altered
His design was simple however obscure
But they named him manure
He was the waste product of nature
The skin was his dirt and cologne
For he damaged the earth with his birth
And his thoughts of worms dug through the soils worth
Burning in the minds hot hearth
He begged for the waters thirst
geyers
Like elephant trunks in between tusks
He was the dung on the bottom of foot
Trampled rug wipe your feet with a welcomed hug
Water
Washes away the sand castles daughter
He was a father not a prince or a knights armour
And as he walked his path that time slaughtered
God's wrath bought hurt but hadn't cured
What he wanted
Was it greatness
Or the value of a dollar
That makes him feel like a God
Naturally
For what is his nature
Should you label him normal
Awkwardly
Difference is his individuality
Occuring in nature independently
Frequently
What it so great about the one guy, no one knew
that would matter to a disappeared world
An earth visited by a clock
Fathered by Mother
He discovered
Life is a matter
Suspended in a black hole pattern
Ghostly dimensions of spiritual gathered
Out of his control or design
What his labeled read when applied
Property of eternal deaths life
He wasn't great at anything
Until the end of time

Tears in her eyes
Who'd make it rain

Under his umbrella
Dripping mascara

Who'd heal the pain

It all started with sunny skies
Green grass and butterflies

But who'd bring the end

Tears in her eyes
Who'd get em dry

Maybe it could be him

Under his umbrella
She wept a well that
He would wipe away

Tears in her eyes
He'd make em' dry

And she would love again

There is ghost in my head
Shrieking
And he sees everything I'm thinking
He called me perverse

I said sorry
But I'm single

He called me a thief
And said I'm a cheat
For taking more than I could eat
At the buffet

There is a ghost in my head
Complaining about if
I'm doing the right thing

He called me a liar
Because I told the Police officer
I didn't know my tags were expired
He said I was guilty

Give me a break
I may make a few mistakes
But maybe I eat alot at the buffet
Because I'm hungry

Maybe I'm perverse because I'm *****

Maybe I lie to the Police officers
Because I don't want a ticket

I guess I'm crazy
Because there is a ghost inside
My head telling me I'm insane

And I
Think I
           Just might
                   Agree

When I see your face
I'm in a daze

A trance
You make

Me feel like I'm
In a different state
Of mind

Your the kind
The one
I'd like to mate

I don't need a date
Just looking at your face
I already know I want a taste

Because when I see your face
I can't get it out of my mind for days
I'm that fat kid
Begging for some cake

When I look into your eyes
I see the starlight
And my heart aches

I want you to be my love
Because I'm tired of
The heart break

When I see your face
I just want to love
Make

Me feel like we are
Amore

When I see your lips
I want to kiss
And slide my hands
Down your hips

When I see your face
I appreciate the gaze
And I wish I could hold you by the waist

And pull you closer
So you could feel the bulk
Of my praise

When I see your face
All I want to do
Is love

Because your face is the bait
And I'm hooked

The fire embraces my eyes
Every flame is a dancer
I admire

She caught me in her flicker
Staring at her figure
I need her warmth
On my cold hands
To cure my shivers

Sitting by the fire
I admire each flame
Burning away

Every ember I trace
Is a warm embrace
Crackling and popping
In the cool night air
Soothing my face

My cold cold hands
Need each flame
As each one waltzes
Across my pupils

Watching
In a daze

The fire caught my gaze
And whispered stay
Add another timber
Don't let her fade

Her warm embrace
Captured my eyes
While the flames danced
Into the night

Across the ballroom floor
They wrestle with warmth
Arm and arm
Burning hearts

That warm embrace
Of desire
Caught my eyes
And lit them

On fire

Smiles
Under the cherry moon

She gave him
Burgundy kisses
In an hour glass
Of ****

As the sands fell
On solicitude
The time ran
Like a lovers fool

The sun wouldn't rise
The blue wouldn't sky

And the ice was so cold

It never melted
When her eyes pelted
Their baby blues

There were smiles

Smiles
Under the cherry moon

They made love in the daffodils

There were no clouds
There was no loud
To rain on their mood

For the only sounds
They would allow
Were of sideburns
On perfume

And the ice was so cold

I've got some spare change
Could you spare some change
Could you spare a change and give some

Coins in your pockets
Rattling around dripping
From your dollars droplets
Could you spare the sum

For somebody out there
Less fortunate

I've got some spare change
Could you spare some change
Could you spare a change and give some

I know you've worked hard
But could you spare something
For someone who wasn't as lucky
As you were

Just a few coins in your pocket
I swear I'm not a ***
I'm working, its just that
I don't make enough

I heard you say
You've got some spare change
Could you spare some change
Could you spare a change and give some

I died
And I cried
Life was so fuct

Why did I live it so long

The past
Gone

Now I'll be judged

Because I was
So wrong

To live
And be human

I died
But the blame will live on

Perhaps it could take my place
In heaven

I died
Because I didn't want a new life

To ***** up

Unaquainted with the state of fact
Incomprehension to what is lacked
Unenlightenment counterattacked
Unaquainted with the state of fact
Destitute of knowledge or how to act
You can't move forward if you face the back
Unaquainted with the state of fact
Incomprehension to what is lacked

Behold the hope
At the end of your dreams rope

I can see it
Hanging by its throat

It's dangling on the thread
                 You tried to sew

But if it hasn't broke
You still have time to hope

Because you never know

You could be saved
      By the unknown

And if you can't
              Hold on

Maybe you should let go...

And fall into
     My arms

It wasn't black
That couldn't breath
Under the knee
Of the law

What we saw
Wasn't black
It was a man

Choked out

It wasn't a white cop

It was a cop
That knew no love

We blame it on color
Instead of each other
The stats know

It's a fact
Evil lives in whites and blacks
It doesn't care where you came from

As long as your mad

And it will take that angry
And riot a whole mob

It's hate
That murders and rapes
Every good thing we shape

Whites and black
Were starting to get along great
Till the Democrats divided us
Listening to the news fake

People are irritate
Tearing down their own state
When they haven't recognized
Who the enemy is
In their face

We find the gullible
Finally awake

But the question is Now
Is it too late

The sheep counted me
As I tried to sleep

I fell awake
Because my thoughts
Kept trying to think

Pills didn't help
They just made me weak

For insomnia came
And stole my dreams

Like a thief in the night
But the night stole me

It put me in a chair
And it tied me there

But I wasn't asleep

I was having a nightmare
And my sleep went walking

Then my imagination started talking
About how I could escape

But it was too late

The sheep became faint
As the count became great

And I missed work
Because I couldn't awake

I'm a fool
Neva kno wut to do
I listen to the sermon
Then I make my own rules

I'm such a fool
But I act so cool
When I don't kno wut I'm doin
No matter how much I'm schooled

I listen to the teacher
And then I break the rules

I'm a fool
I'm such a stupid fool

I don't kno nuthin'
Now what am I gonna do

I can't learn anything
I ever want to

Cuz I'm a fool

A fool
         fool
               fool

Neva kno wut to do

I listen to everyone
But nuthin' gets through

Because I'm so stupid
I'm the dumbest dude

I listen to the preacher
Yet the devil consumes

I'm such a fool
Such a godt ****** fool

How could Jesus love
        Such an imbecile

Arrow in my heart
I'm not living

And I'm giving away my hope
If someone should take it
I think it's broke

Hearted

The arrow darted
A few days ago

I saw it come
But I couldn't run

Against Father time
I'm just too slow

Arrow in my heart
Is the knife to my throat
Slitting me in half
Hanging me
Till the end of rope

I'm giving away my status
As the apparatus
For the joke

It was on me
My fantasy was hope
And I gave that away
As I broke

Hearted
The arrow wanted
Me more than the world

And In my heart
My lovers target
Has hit the bull

Maybe i'm a fool
Foul
Forever

Baby I would do
For you
Worse or better

Shall I die
Without your eyes
In mine
Glittered

Shall I be the dunce
In the corner
Different

Maybe I'm a fool

Maybe I'm a

      Cold
C
O
L
D
     Cold
  
     Shiver

A flood
A storm
A raging river

I'd do anything for you
Baby I'm a fool
For you

Forever

I'm the dumbest dude
For you

Maybe I'm a fool
Or I'm the sharpest tool

Cutting

I'm not dull

But maybe
I am a fool

For you...

For
   You

I'm nothing

Waiting
For the freedom

To hug my friends
When I see them

Waiting out the hysteria
Of love becoming a bacteria

Waiting to get back to
Intimacy
And stop calling it a toxicity

Waiting for simplicity
How we used to live
In our past history

Fearing God
Instead of bureaucracy

I'm waiting to get back to mediocrity
Getting back to church
Where no one notices me

I'm ready to not wash my hands
And put toilet paper back on the stands

I'm ready to take on any disease
Known to man

Because I fear not a bacteria
A virus
Or a paramecium

I'm ready to ride bare back
And throw away all my condoms

I'm ready to not care anymore
And hug your ****** face!

Another pain
Again

To make me feel alive
Or closer to death

The burning flame
My nerves lit gasoline

On my lateral femoral cutaneous
Scream!

PINCH!

Smile
Save me from
Desolation
Cure my desperation
Despoil my sadness
And take away the world

Smile
Love me
Like a mother does a child
Put your arms around me
And hold me still

I need a smile
To change the way I feel

Doleful and funereal
Crestfallen and miserable

Smile
Save me from from
Myself

I need you more than anyone else

Smile
Could you love me somehow
And save me from my woes

Take away morose
And my heart that's broke

Smile
Could you give me some hope
So I could cope

I need your love
                      Smile
Smile
I need your love

I never knew success
I heard she was quite the celebrity
I've always wanted to dance

But she never wanted any of me

I can only fantasize
About her lovely lips
I could only dream of a passionate kiss

Success and I
A warm embrace
And staring at her beautiful face

She's just a dream I love to dream
But I've never known her

And I've heard she's the best

But I've never known success
The only girl I've ever known is

              Loneliness

More
Money

Who is my God
What do I want more of

To survive

Whether I
Toil or spin
Or leave my mouth dry

More money
Decides

Or is it my God
That replenish supply

Which keeps me alive
Whom should I depend on
When demands come by

More
Money
My God

Where lies my thirst
For whom will quench my life

Which one will leave me dying
If I don't

Abide

A few tears to the alchemy

Add
A lil pain
Pulsing frantically

The reaction
Is the chemical balance
The tightrope lends

Steady now
There is no net

Safety
Is in your head
If you fall

No regrets

The potion in your cup
Is yours to drink
Thirst for your quench

Even it hurts to live

A few tears to the alchemy
Changes everything

After the rain
We grown again
A new spring

And the grasses grow green
If you water them

They bring happiness

After a lil pain
You appreciate
Them not happening

Add a lil strength
And the alchemy becomes great
With a prayer to the Almighty

A few tears to the alchemy
Is just what you need

For the perfect chemistry

When I close my eyes
I can fly
I can reach the stars
Find me on the moon
In my dreams
Of impossible
I can find what I loose
When I close my eyes
My mind opens the views
I could do anything I choose
I can fly
I can reach the stars
Find me on the moon
When you close yours
I'll be there with you
When I close my eyes
I'm in a different world
One that I imagine
Love rules
It's so peaceful
A dream for a fool
When I open my eyes
I see the truth

The bullseye
Why

Could you focus on the center
And hit the target
Where you mentor

Hitting the right spot

On target
In the bullseyes
Nards

The bullseye
Why

Because if you could hit the center
In one try
You have the right sight
To see clearer than most eyes

You are a leader
Because you can the hit target
Better than the other seekers

Focus is a natural hocus pocus
Concentration guiding an object
To the center of a targets invitation

Most hope
But some know how
To place it

To hit the bullseye
To be right on target
To be in control of the focus

On the eye of the bull

                   Why
Because I could