Is this warmth that wraps you in its kind embrace
Is this happiness that is like a budding flower in spring
Is this compassion that listens to every word you say
Is this trust that can never be broken
Is this uneasiness that walks on eggshells
Is this anger that screams words it doesn't mean to say
Is this hurt that breaks pieces of you away
Is this loneliness that has a void which cannot be filled
Is this hope that forever has it's what if's
Is this love or is this madness.

-Alle James

From the dimple on his right shoulder to the birth mark on his left arm
The small scar above his right eye the curve of his left eyebrow
The twinkle in his eyes are just like star
The shy smile when I catch him staring
The way he smiles around his mom
The gentle news of his being
The eloquence of his speech
the way he walks as if he is gliding on air the muscles that move so smoothly everytime he moves
The fire in his eyes
The way his presence envelopes you with a feeling of safety
The way that no matter how much you want him he  can never be caught
And the best thing is he was never real
Alle James