Who’s eyes do i choose to rest upon? Perhaps I’ll know when I’m finally gone. Already tried subliminally to ***** me out but GOD came through and sorted me out. Perhaps it was He who brought me here so I’d have no other choice but to draw in near. Windex in my eyes till my sin runs blind but by the time I come through pray I stay divine. If not now then when do I need a friend to rest my tears upon? Or how about a mate for my soul to claw through and out? Please take me soon if I’m rotting out but if not suppose I could bounce about. Time is but the noose slowly circling my neck and best be sure I could never jump to run it taut. With all this grief in the atmosphere it’s hard to puff smoke just to see it clear. Now that I’m on the path predestined pretending is simply out of the question. Please come quick so I can cement in bold this untold truth burning in my soul.
Selah

Just drive beside Jesus wife while I cut thick slabs off you moms pear. Who cares where the sun rots your pupil blind if you rewind the tape see it a thousand times your minds blind. Don’t silly little sod or I’ll have to scrub you off my **** bag prong. Ever since I saw you in your moms thong all respect was gone. Don’t be ashamed little peach your life’s in the windshield to keep it out your blind eyes. Keep lying to him, tell him he’s better off that way. Yes the way we like him bending to our will. Who the **** gave you the wheel? ***** I steal cheat and **** as I please! Okay so we’re going to give everyone a chance, no hogging the light. Thanks kid. Aww look at him he’s so pleased, good puppy. You know he’s coming right? Oh yeah we better funk sheet up till he gets here. Not on my watch mother fuckah! Yay you’re finally doing it! Yes I’ll take his spot from here on out. I’ll keep you safe don’t worry. I love you

I’ve never loved like this before,
Just as I was about to jump you came crashing into my life.
I made the mistake of giving you my all...
Now you can’t seem to understand why.
Why did I foolishly kiss you to let you know I liked you? Why did I foolishly lick you on Valentine’s Day? Why have I been telling you I want to marry for the entirety of our relationship?
Why now do you say I’m your drug? Why is it bad that I want to **** myself if that’ll make it easier for you? Why now do you say we’re not right for each other?
Why does it have to be my idea that we’re separated? Why now are you upset when I talk to girls on social media? Why are you mad that I told mom about us? Why is it always you crying on the phone?
Why can’t I love another?