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Jace Feb 2021
If I was never here my best friend would be best friends with someone else
If I was never here my mum mightn’t be a mother
If I was never here, the person in my place might have a father
If I was never here nobody would miss me so why should I expect anyone to miss me if I leave now
If I leave now my best friend would find someone else
If I leave now my mum would be happy with the other daughters she’s got instead
If I leave now my father wouldn’t know and my stepdad would be rid of the cow he thinks I am
  Feb 2021 Jace
Nought
I'm sorry;
I'm a vengeful creature,
Unable to let it go,
Unable to even forget.

You broke all of me,
More than just my heart;
You broke my soul and will, too.

I don't want to be like her,
I want to be better,
But I'll worry about that later,
Forgive me, please.

It's your turn now,
I know I'm breaking all of you, too,
But at least I'm telling you,
Which is more than what you can say you did.

"I don't know."
- Nought
  Feb 2021 Jace
Azure
I wish I could help myself
The way that I help others.

Maybe it’s because,
I love them more than
I love myself.
Maybe it’s because
I see the beauty of tragedy.
Maybe it’s because,
If I don’t have the sad
I have nothing.
  Feb 2021 Jace
Azure
Anxiety is like a soft whisper,
that tells lies
to all elements of
your being,
And convinces you they’re true.
I’m not sure when the whispers got so loud
Jace Feb 2021
Every time I open my phone
Waiting for a message from you
Still wishing my feelings weren’t so real
Hoping for a message from you
You have a girlfriend so I can’t compete but
Begging for a message from you
I don’t know what I want what I need
Pining for a message from you

Waiting
Hoping
Begging
Pining
Still no message from you
Jace Feb 2021
What do you do if things feel like to much
When you might let someone down
And you can’t do enough
What do you do if something goes astray
When you can’t let go
But you don’t want to stay.
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