I like to listen to music when I sleep
I hear the lyrics cut deep into my dreams
I dance more in my dreams than our mainstream reality
Feeling the music through my brain drains the pain that streams through my soul
Revive my heart for the new day

You slipped under my insecurity cracks
Made me feel at peace but i had to turn my back
Unfortunately what I lack is common sense and empathy
And that **** led to a broken heart
I wish someone can paint me a picture, or make a chart
To how to live without regret and maybe ill forget the pain I’ve caused
I hate hurting someone because the realization doubles back
Striking me emotionally and it hits hard cause you hear an echoing smack
Im sorry that my judgement was blurry
Ill do better for everyone by remembering
Remembering the imprint of that pain

When I hear your name my heart ever so slightly breaks
Like standing on thin ice on a frozen lake
It takes only one step to crack
And that one crack deepens into a ravine
I just wanna know why you left me
Even when you made me feel like someone who’s worth it
You.    Left.     me.

I think it was your eyes that got me excited
I saw a future with 60 years of marriage riding a golden carriage toward a path of peace
With a 14 karat gold ring around your finger and a key to your new house
I thought thats what I saw
Thats what I wanted to see

Silently echoing sincerity through your heart
I stay near you,to hold you, when you fall apart
I know this is hard to believe
I wake up happy because I know I will see you later
And when you turn to me and that caramel smile leaks
Exposing those cute dimpled cheeks
You make me feel like nothing else matters
It feels like were meant for each other
If it were meant to be
Then somebody should’ve given me the key to your heart by now.

Before my heart withers and dies
I want to feel
And thats just it
I want to feel
Like the world isn’t going to crash on me anymore
Like holding hands with someone who can make you feel like nothing else matters
Like emptying out the negative chatter that haunts in my mind
I want to find the right kind of person who makes me...feel