In the library of my soul,
your name etched on every page.
A bookmark of memories,
forever lodged between love and ache.
My heart, a canvas of scars,
each one a testament to our stars.
Aligned for a fleeting glance,
now distant, leaving only trance.
In this gallery of longing,
your portrait remains,
a masterpiece of what could never be mine.

In my soul's cemetery..your memories stand,
Eternal monuments on our loving land.
The graves of smiles I'll never own
The love i feel...yet stay unknown.
Darlin', looking at me like I'm your sun
Afraid to fall in love..so addictive,
should i fight or run,
It catches you...like a reaper in moon,
Makes you an addict, a maniac
My love, for you I'll gladly be a freak too.
I've fallen for you,
like the raindrops to the earth
I'll fall for you a million times more.
I'll recognise you in total darkness
Where you're mute and I'm deaf
I'll recognise you in a different lifetime
With different bodies, faces and even souls
And fall for you in every one of them once more.

Loved a girl once...or twice, oh I'll love her a million times
she was my example of what sunrise looks like...like the world kneeling down for a mere glance of her eyes.
Did it again this time...loved too much got lost in her eyes....maybe i did a sin...not once but twice, if she's my sin I'll do it a million times.
So what if i loved too much...my fault for admiring my sunrise? maybe she couldn't hold it...maybe i was the one having a hard time..got swept in that hell of a smile,
my hell....yup that's what she was...my own goddess yet the worst devil...the sunrise i wanna see forever, but the only sunset i wasn't ready for...oh i loved her.
Knew love wasn't for me, still couldn't help drowning for you...oh i loved you...even if you were pain...even if you were fire...even if you were death....I'll always love you.

She was a book, of which i was just a chapter or a page, oh I'll be happy if i was even a word in it. I was meant to be folded away after reading while she deserved to be preserved in a library, i was the word she didn't bother to know the meaning of while she was the only book i wanted to last forever, but here i am suffocating between hundreds of pages while she's delighted making someone else read her entire self and i was left wondering was i really just a word in her entire dictionary?

Did a sin...a sin i can't erase...oh the sin I'll gladly preserve, the sin of craving your taste, your presence and existence..
A sin made only for me..a sin with ocean eyes, rose lips and the smile of poems..
While you, my own lil sin..feels like art, the one i wanna hide away from the world...but still show you off like the view I'm still falling for..deeper..
You're like the language I'm not fluent in, the language made for the death of me...and the language i would gladly die learning..
While my biggest fear is someone else stealing that heart, while i die turning mine into words.
And oh my love, my own roman empire is sitting under the sky of stars..while you stare at the moon and i..gaze at mine.

Dear future wifey, pleasure to inform while waiting...
Idk if loyal or not, unsure of even your existence but something...something about your presence makes me wanna crave for the moon during the day...look for stars in a sky full of clouds carving your existence...my love you're like a little rose in the garden of musk, like the path of thorns only to know the embrace of dusk. my little rose...caring much about the ones who left you in pain, the ones doesn't deserve to know what you love about the rain..while there's one willing to be wet, just for a glimpse of water raining down your face...the rain that once felt intrusive now feels solace,
My rose, you're my ace..my kingdom without any grace, my queen of her own race and my only..little embrace.