Dear,
Dear, the one you hurt me
Dear, the one who was embarrassed by me
Dear, heartbreaker
Dear, ex
Dear, whatever name you go by,
It's impossible to pass by you and act like you didn't betray me
You left me there
Crying in my bottomless pit
You left me when you knew I was struggling.
But all that mattered to you was not being seen with me.
Not being associated with me.
Being jealous of me.
You craved the touch of someone and something I couldn't give you
But you didn't have to leave me?
I hate you.
I miss you.
You set me up for failure when you told me my friends didn't like me
But I ignored it
Because we talked and texted nonstop
Our laughs echo in my ears from the night we first called.
Midnight snacks and sharing secrets
Quickly disappear.
All because of me.
Or was it really you?
I tried.
I did believe me.
Or not.
It's over.
It wasn't my behalf.
And we both know that's true.
So, was it you?
Or your jealousy?

It's the feeling about ******* it
don't take it out of context,
when you try not the laugh in a quiet room,
feels like your throat turns inside out.
When you sob uncontrollably,
Just can't talk right
That's the feeling again of your throat turning inside out.
When you can't quite fix the hiccups in the silent room,
You get that feeling of your throat turning inside out.
Embrace the feeeeeling
It'll get you in some situations good and bad.