I can't do this anymore
I never believed in that words, but now there is no cure
When we started this journey I never thought we would see the finish line
But the lines were painted before me; never really felt you were only mine

Never thought that I would ever take that last step
Never thought I would feel something I would regret

The strange thing is that I had a chance to stop this train
I can look at you fall in love with you all over again
but my heart in time will stop to beat
Because love brings truth & pain
that is something we cannot cheat


10/28/08

Living life a step at a time
driving along this empty road
Looking for maps for future direction
looking for love and some kind of affection

Looking ahead for bumps that come along the way
looking ahead for signs; that swing & sway
Exists coming towards your way
but keep going "this has to be the way"
Thinking that fate or faith is your needle in the hay
then taking a moment finding the belief to pray

Time never stopped for the young nor for the old
time is only borrowed to us
our hearts are warm but will slowly turn cold

So we lived our lives a step at a time
now looking back we've notice our crimes
The question arrives...
if you have a chance to do it all over again; taking the steps & losing some friends?
If your answer is no , then watch your life unfold and you! will truly show.

This is not for the weak hearted
is the truth to hard to bare
or you can't finish what you have started?
Is it rude to tell your friend she's fat?
or is it better to let her find out the hard way?
and have her learn from that?

Is it rude to tell your friend that she is ugly?
never getting a kiss & never having the bliss
letting her getting the strike three
letter her miss?

What is the right thing to do?
when it feels right but ends up being wrong
Seeing all my efforts start green to blue
I think at the end of the day we should all let it go
because time will bring wisdom and time will bring
fortune
Until then this, " I swear will be certain"
that passion will be my guide
that love is something I must not hide
That truth shall lets us free & honesty
is something I live by
it's something
that's "me"

Sitting here watching life at its best
people run around
with the never ending quest
Living their life in between the lines
job after job thinking your life is just fine

It all comes back to you
looking at your days in school
Should of taken your time
skipping class thinking your star will still shine
Running away from it all
loyal friends a start to fall
Losing sleep, losing rest
coming home with failed tests

You know what to do
but you fail to show it
don't fall behind
because deep down you'll know it

There have been plenty of times that it should have happen
You’ve been telling me that it’s been playing on your mind
You tell you me you love me and baby you know you me
But you don’t give me what’s mine

Before you start making this more than what we know it is
Before you let your heart rock and roll
I have to feel it, feel it dancing on my soul
Let’s just move along and play our roles

I’m ready for what they call bliss
It’s taken so much time for this
Now slip on that tight latex
I want your ***

2/13/17
4:30pm