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Joshua Nov 2019
So I remember the night we had serious talk,
Almost 3am, and we're at the balcony of 16th flr,
You said you love me so much,
I believed you.

I remember my birthdays,
4 years, you are there handing me thoughtful gifts,
You made me feel loved.
I loved you.

I remember the days I'm down,
And you will hang out with me,
You made me smile as you say,
"Everything will be okay."
I trusted you.

But where are you now?
I believed, trusted and loved you.
I hate you.
I hate how I loved you so much.
Joshua Oct 2019
"I'm giving up on us."

Exactly the same words
I said about a year ago.
Hoping we can still work it out.

Here I am saying this for the last time,
"I'm giving up on us."
With no hopes if we could still get back together.
But with hopes that someday,
I will not be saying those words again.
Joshua Oct 2019
I think someone's on the door.
When I opened it, there's a dog.
He seems lost.

Then I realized,
We are just like this dog,
We wander,
We knock on someone elses lives,
Until we find someone
We'll consider our home.
Joshua Oct 2019
Tik tok. Tik tok.
The only sound I'm hearing now.

Tik tok.
Time goes by so fast.
One day, you're happy.
One day, you're sad.
And one day you're here,
Thinking of all the things
you should have done,
when time was in your hands.
Joshua Oct 2019
"I'm happy for you."
A compliment hiding my pain.

"I'm happy for you."
I said to you,
as tears run down my face
hearing myself said,

"I'm happy for you."
Joshua Oct 2019
I tried to ask for more,
But what I received,
is lesser.
Joshua Aug 2019
Every time I look at your photos,
Is a time I realize how sh*t
I was for you..

Your smile is my happy pill then,
But now your smile
Is a tear for my soul..
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