The promise
of tonight
stirs within

Let it
soon
begin

She whispers to me in the darkness
to take her & I do,
my fingers trace her side,
her sweet hips I grip
& gliding
we spoon
she sighs,
glistening
with her moisture
I bid her
an excellent morning,
explosively,
she takes me too,
accepting.

I'm bone on bone since you left me
scared, broken hearted and tattoo'd

Now I'm left sifting through the truth and lies
alone, again, this one more time

Who were you with me?  Do you really feel a thing?
Because I'm left here hit by a ******* hurricane

Empty, being told I'll always have you, and baby
this isn't having you

I want it all, including the bone on *****
inside the safety of my open wings

He ******* lied again
while I lay there and watched
his lips move

He doesn't want this to be
his fault so I can finger **** myself
and he will watch

Am I really that desperate
to keep caving into the lie
and her bed
and his being a fake?

I guess so
my fingers are wet again