She hugged me
It hurt

Maybe I'm too pessimistic
Maybe you're too optimistic
Its clear we're not seeing eye to eye

Who am I
What am I

What is this skin
What are these eyes
I feel like I'm in a foreign body

Where are my people
I have become a social recluse
I've come to notice a lot of things

I don't know what I've become
I've lost myself

Sitting nowhere
On the phone
I love her so
Yet I feel so empty

Is it me
Is it you

Recently I can't seem to feel
The only time I do feel is when I wake up at night
Terrified of life

No one told me it was going to be this way
Life was suppose to be easy
I prepared
I learned

Somewhere down the line
Something changed
Was it me?
Where did I go wrong.

I keep it behind a gate
I keep it right at bay
I cannot contain you forever

When you break free
What will happen to me?
To my family?
My friends?

I drown my sorrows out
But everything is dry
The drought took the fight I had left

I can't get it out of my head
I can't seem to get out of bed

I've been losing all my hope
I don't know where to go
I don't recognize myself

Home is where the heart is
There's no home for me

Why does everyone make me feel alone
I feel colder everyday
I'll be gone and everything will be fine

I am new here
I am alone
I am learning
I am making the same mistakes again

This is true
On this platform
On this earth

Nice to meet you

How beautiful the time we spent together
Not perfect, nowhere near, but we managed
How much we suffered
How much we hurt
Somewhere along the rode, we changed
The end was near
We didn't know how to stop