Honeybee

Honeybee Feb 2021

Dark crimson blood
Stains the many pages of my story
The life I was so harshly given
Is ripped between the lines
Just like my own calloused skin
My book is deeply burned at the edges
Just like the scars I have once were
The paragraphs soaked and blurry
From every single tear I’ve every shed
I feel like the novel I’ve created
Is about to come to an abrupt end
Even though others say
That it just began

I wrote this awhile ago but just found my old poetry book
So I’m revising some stuff

Honeybee Feb 2021

Existence

Erasers are made for mistakes
I wonder if I could just erase
My entire existence

Honeybee Feb 2021

Failing at Trying

Why do I try so hard when I know I’ll eventually fail?

This is a thought that’s been eating away at my mind lately
Just thought I’d get it out

Honeybee Feb 2021

Bored and Numb

I’m just here sitting in my bed
Watching anime and reading
Bored out of my mind
And numb to my soul

I know this isn’t a poem
But it’s honestly just what my mood is right now

Honeybee Feb 2021

not at all

You know
I really wish
I was okay
But I know I’m not

Honeybee Feb 2021

Depressed

It’s not that I’m lazy
I just lack the motivation
To do anything

Feb 2021

Hooria Iftikhar

Favourite poem of all times

Dear me,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others when your own hands were shaking.
I'm sorry that I didn't give you enough time to heal,
That I let you heal the wounds of everyone else,
Whilst your own were bleeding.
I'm sorry that there were days when smiling hurt,
But you forced yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry about you.
I'm sorry that you have all of your time and effort to people who don't give the same amount back.
I'm sorry that there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep,
And no one bothered to understand why.
And I'm so so sorry that I didn't love you,
Like you deserved to be loved....!!💔💔

I have loved this poem since I was little and I absolutely love it no matter how many times I see this poem, this was the poem that inspired me to write poetry....!!!