Honeybee

Honeybee Oct 2020

Hate

I say I’m fine
that I’m good
Even though I know I’m not
I want someone to know I’m not
I’m scared to say anything though
I’m afraid they’ll hate me
As much as I hate myself

I’m dealing with a lot of self hatred recently

Honeybee Oct 2020

Etching

My mind is a maze
The etching on my skin is the proof
I tried to reach out for help
But my heart shattered
Before I could
Get to you

I’m trying hard to not let my thoughts get to me

Honeybee Oct 2020

Lies

Her eyes glowed
However her pain never showed
As she looked straight into my eyes
She lied that she was fine
I can’t blame her though
I did the same exact thing

Honeybee Sep 2020

Bittersweet

Sitting here
listening to our song
Thinking about how much
I still love you
It’s bittersweet

#love