You abused me
Bruised me
Battered me
Left me feeling cold and scared
Teared
Trust
Is a must
You broke that
Im not yours
Never have been
Never will be
See
Im stronger without you
Keep your troubled soul away from me
For the love of god please
Never look me in the eye again
Im in fear
But i must face you.
The monster deep in my mind
Ill end you for good
Never shall u hurt me again
You never wanted me i was just a toy
I wasnt good enough
Your a pathetic boy
But i feel pitty
I feel guilty
Never got to say my last words to you.
But they will lay on my lips
As long as the memory of you gripping my hips
Lurks
I may forgive but ill never forget.

A part of me died
I tried
But all i can do is cry
He won
I did fight back
But he knew he would win
And he did

Im sorry for fighting
Im sorry i wanted to feel wanted
Im sorry i fought back
I should have done as im told
My heart is so cold
I may be told
Its not my fault
But it is
I deserved this
How could i miss
The evil smile
Mistake it for
A close friend
I will never mend
I tend
To smile
Even when im sad
This may be bad
But i want evreyone to not worry
Im a mess
I cant even wear a dress
Without feeling disgusting
You took my soul
Now i lay a mess and evreyone watches me fall into a slumber.
Maybe one day i wont wake up
And then he will trully win
This is my deadly sin
Im a monster
A freak.

Im in fear
I dont want you near
Its very clear
i wipe my tear
And move away from you
Evreyone else ought to
Nobody has the foggiest clue
What u did
They know the basics
But not what u did
Half a story
It eats me alive
To hide
I have someone so close to me by my side
But i stay silent
Because this tale turns violent

If people knew what u did
You would be killed
No remorse
But still i stay silent
Becuase of how violent
You were and your twisted games
1, i shifted
2. I didnt like it
3 i said stop
4  i begged

How long till your exhausted from fighting? He would snigger

So stay quite tattetale princess
But i fear
Each tear
Falls down my face
The way you gripped my ribs of lace
For your own selfish benifit

Watch me drop it low
Feel the flow
The beat
Boy take a seat
I shake my hips
I know u want my lips
I feel the music flow through me
See
Im a dancer
The rhythm flows through my blood
If only i could
Do this forever
My dress skin tight
I just might
Close my eyes and let it loose
I bite my lip
It feels right
I caught ur sight
I loose control
In the moment
Im happy
Head low bent down
Cant stand the way u look at me
Cant a girl be free to dance  
The music
Is
My world
I dance on my own
I dont feel so alone
Its my escape

Throw me against a wall
Before i fall
Kiss me
And ill kiss back
Hold me
See
Look at me light up
Watch the animal come out
Bring me out
Let me roam free
See
Told you i was a freak
Its what you seek
And you thought i was meek  
Pha!
Revive me from my tomb
Show me not all men are monsters
Kiss me like its the last time
Be mine
Im a hot mess
Put me to the test
I see your on a quest

I love him
My heart is his
I crave his kiss
He makes me smile
my heart flutters
I melt like butter
He is such a ******
But my heart is his
forever and always
He is always there for me
See
True love does exsist
I hope he stays
❣️

I still remeber the games
Like im downing in the rive thames
Get out my head
I just lay in bed
Im loosing my mind
Im running out of time
wont ever call you mine
I wanna die
Oh my
You still harm me
Even tho your long gone
You ******
You monster
You freak
Your a curse
Thats what makes this worse
I deserved what u did
evrey punch knocked my appetite
Now i sit in a corner and starve
Wont let anyone touch me like you did
I rot away
Your killing me
See
I knew there was somthing to be afraid of
I fear you
U threatened me with That blade
All u wanted was to get laid
Who is the fool now.