I still remeber the games
Like im downing in the rive thames
Get out my head
I just lay in bed
Im loosing my mind
Im running out of time
wont ever call you mine
I wanna die
Oh my
You still harm me
Even tho your long gone
You ******
You monster
You freak
Your a curse
Thats what makes this worse
I deserved what u did
evrey punch knocked my appetite
Now i sit in a corner and starve
Wont let anyone touch me like you did
I rot away
Your killing me
See
I knew there was somthing to be afraid of
I fear you
U threatened me with That blade
All u wanted was to get laid
Who is the fool now.

you got no place to hide
feeling like a villain got a hunger inside
one look in my eyes
you are running
because im coming
going to eat you alive
your heart is like a drum
you chase has just begun
monsters stuck in your head
i am the monster under your bed
im a monster

your kiss
is all i miss
your touch
is my good luck
your sweet as sugar
your heart gold
you always told me,
i would be yours
forever i am
forever yours
till death due us part
my soulmate
my life

your gone
but the last kiss still lays on my lips
i try to hide behind my mask of fear
layer of makeup, to hide my heart break
my eyes black
my heard cold
i wouldn't be told
this gets better
because it does not
give over you lot
im done
no more fun
rose are red
violets are dying
outside im smiling
inside im dying

You keep me awake
You told me to be silent
You told me this is what happens to pretty girls
You told me you wouldnt hurt me
You haunt my mind
You make me want to never wake up
You ruined my life
You created this mask i hide behind
You you you
Now im nothing
No-one
I hope ur happy

I am your butter and bread
The voice thats in your head
Ill take you in and fill you up
With the lack of being fed

Dont worry i only killed her
I know you will have better control

You all lie,
You all took,
Guess it was my bad luck,
you tried to take him away from me,
Knowing they are my evreything,
Why
Oh u didnt have to try
I saw the bitter truth
All you care about are yourselves
I protected you but you threw me
To the dirt
And it hurt
U never care
It wasnt fair
i saw the bitter truth..
and it wasnt pretty