Hawk Flight

May 2014

Fenix Flight

Taunts

The Razer,
It calls to me,
It tells me its my friend.
I want to believe it

Hawk Flight May 2014

I've struggled with this for so long
Since I was around hmm 14 or so.
I like girls, Oh trust me I like them.
But I also like......
Boys?
No wait that cant be right!

No it **** well is right
so what does that make me?

B
I
S
E
X
U
A
L
!!!

Sure I hide it for a while
while I was coming to terms
But now I am so here it goes

I AM ******* BISEXUAL
AND **** ******* PROUD OF IT

Hawk Flight May 2014

I'm One ****** Up Person Arent I

I can speak 9 different Languages

Japanese
chinese
polish
russian
german
spanish
portugues
French
and English

But I STILL dont know how
to ******* voice my feelings

wow How ****** up is that?

Hawk Flight May 2014

Daddy Times Two (now)

I guess you could say I have two children
One by blood
and one by soul

Arianna Olivia Chan
you were born
1 1/2 years ago
My blood
my family
You've got my eyes
Its kind of scary

Sophia Bridget Broderick
******* you're already 6 years old
I've watched you grow up
Your Daddy would be very proud if he were here today
I know I am
You have become just like a daughter to me

And soon you will be
I promise though
I wont ever try to take his place.

But I am afraid
that I will fail you two
You two beautiful girls

You know I love your mommy
and that I love you too

But with who
and
what
I am
I might end up ******* up

But I wont ever stop trying
to do right by you

To my Daughters

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Olivia

I havent spoken of you
Since the day you died
My baby sister
Ripped way
I couldnt save you
I should have saved you
You counted on me
I was your big brother.

The Crash
The car flipping
Once
Twice
Three times
Four

Mom and dad
dead before
we hit the cliff's
floor

I was only Six
you a mere three

You cried out for me
sitting in your carseat
BUT I COULDNT GET TO YOU
my little arms could not ******* reach

I failed you
I failed you
I'm so sorry Olivia

I will never forgive myself

The day my life changed. The day My life become a living Hell.

Hawk Flight May 2014

Welcome to the Island of Misfit Toy

I use to be lost
an orphan in this world
But then he came around
Magnum
to the mother ******* rescue

He took me under his wing
his black ***** tattered wing

then they started to come

Angel
Broken little doll
with a face so sweet
you wouldnt believe it
when she stabbed you in the back
without a blink of those big doe eyes

Java
****** up
on drugs
Oh he and I would tousle
Did I ever mention
how much I hate him

Gemini
Tough ***** she is
challenged me everwhere I went
My bride to be

POP
**** HIM
If he doesnt stop
that incessant popping Noise
I will POP
him in the **** nose

Twittle
Fiesty spanish gay boy
He is one of the rare people
to make me smile
Glad he's mine

Pandora
She came last to
our broken little family
Pushing me to my limits
Not letting anything slide
I would protect her
with this Pathtic life I have

All these ****** up
individuals
are the only
family I have left

Protecting them
is what I do best

Probably the most emotions you'll see from me

May 2014

Fenix Flight

The Hawk

Damaged beyond repair
a body without a soul
Scar riddled body
A heart turned to stone

A past to Horrid
for sanity to hold
A future so bleak
no hope can grow

No matter the terror
no matter the pain
He goes on
Pushing through the darkness

Loyalty is his Motto
No matter the cost
He is there
like a silent shadow

To someone So Dear to me. He is my big brother in ever since of the word. Even though we are not Blood. Our relationship is strong then Blood.