Gray moving clouds
Moving across the twilight sky
As a sad song continues to sound
My endless thoughts began to fly

With silence all around
And no one to bother
In the song my soul is drowned
With solitude as its very shelter

Past Past Past
Is where this soul wants to live
Though it passed by so fast
Those are the things I can't retrieve.

Sitting by the bench, lost in my dreams
That are travelling across miles it seems
Inside my head is nothing but you
Lurking inside
Living inside

How can I move on?
Everyday I ask this to myself
Really desperate, but I can't find any answer
Everytime I think about her

It's been long
How are you?
What are you doing?
What's new?

Never heard anything
Never seen anything
I missed this
I missed missing you

I know for sure
That I should not feel this way
But then I cannot endure
To let you just slip away

Don't mind me
I am not worthy of your time
Just mind him
And I'll just watch from behind

A kid
I was once like this
About life's problems
I never bothered myself

Time
Passed by so fast
I didn't notice it
I didn't see it pass

Toys and Imaginations
Were once my playmates
But now I have
Anger, Sadness and Hate

Where joy is felt and friends are found
I am now the only one running here round and round
People come and people go
I realized it now that I am old

Memories and regret
Are some of the things we could ever get
Life then I realized
Is not always a rainbow in a blue blue sky

She's one of a kind, a beauty so mesmerizing
A charm that won't even stop jaws from dropping
She's undeniably amazing
Undeniably eye-catching

Her voice can soothe a broken heart
Like a lovely melody as soon as it starts
With a touch of softness and a bit of strength
I feel like drawn deeper in her voice's very depths

Her stature can really get someone's attention
Whether by accident or by any mere intention
She's just wonderful
Awfully wonderful

If words are coins, then I could've spent more than millions
Just to lay down her beauty's definition
But then coins are different and words aren't enough
Words aren't enough

It's been a long time since our last call
Never heard of anything about you
It was I, i know, who decided to end it all
Because I know it's the right thing to do

Believe me, I never wanted to push you away
But because I want you to be happy, I did it anyway
I had no choice, nor I had any other option
But to say goodbye with no guarantee of reconnection

You are special, you will always be
But then I know, what you need is no longer me
I may be your past and a part of your present
But then I guess, this is where everything will end

I know you tried and I did my best too
To restore everything that the past broke into two
But then, the wound is beyond healing
Telling us that we can't do anything

Our chapter started, and now it has ended
A new chapter opened, but we're now separated
It breaks my heart, if only you knew
To remember that I did something I never wanted to

So now, I think, this is finally a goodbye
Closing the very hope that was once so alive
You have your own life now and I have mine
Thanks for being a light in my once darkness filled life.

What if I suddenly die?
Would you ever cry?
What if I can't say anything?
Would you still have that sincere understanding?

What if I can't you see you anymore?
Are you gonna stay? Or you'll just walk out the door?
What if I can't even say you name?
Would you remain the same?

What if I am not as strong as before?
Would you think of me as someone not worth living for?
What if I can't even remember you?
Are you gonna walk away and find someone new?

Son, Daughter, I know I am not perfect
And I know I failed you in many ways
But then, just a single "I love you" will make my day
And bring a permanent smile that I will bring down the grave.