My rock
You are my rock
Whoever you may be
You may cycle  through
You may come to me in different forms
But you will always come back
No matter how far
Or how wide

A year ago today
A year ago today, he grabbed my throat. I gasp for air.  barely in park.
He pulled me like a rag doll.
he got me where he wanted me, not where i want to be.
Tears run down my face. I am frozen, i am just an object at that moment in time.
As the tears flow and i close my eyes knowing that is all i can do at the moment.
He goes harder.
The longest lasting moment of my life.
He is done. And my journey has just begun
A year ago today.

late nights
I toss and turn,
uncomfortable in my own skin,
unable to distinguish dreams from reality.

I feel a lack of feelings at all.
The numbness takes over on weeks like this,
i keep moving forward because i know, i know it will pass
it always passes.

If
you stop using
these two words
"Because" and "Actually"
you are moving up!!