Gulishta

Gulishta Mar 2019

Sometimes I like looking at the world without my specs on...
Like the world is a painting that had an accident with water.
Undefined lines.
Unexplained sides.
Unsharpened edges.
And Unseen emotions.

Smudged together like a make-up artist working in a hurry..
Like world is a canvas for an apprentice.
Unmade faces.
Undisturbed innocence.
Unclear visions.
And unsolved equations.

Gulishta Mar 2019

Confused cute creator.

Confused cute creator,
A habit of keeping it inside.
I've died in every moment,
For you to uncover it,
Waited...for you to come outside.

Mysterious mystical moments,
A smile worth millions.
Hardened shell around it,
My heart took a hammer,
For yours...to cracking it.

Dangerous discovered desires,
An ignorant tactic.
Looking the other way and around,
Changes the courses of action,
For you...just to avoid it.

Ever expressive eyes,
An emotion couldn't able to hide.
Watching beyond the surface,
A contact held,
For us...to embrace it.

Failure free future,
An attempt being fruitless.
A break up without relation,
My heart couldn't reach,
To you...what's been your innocence.

Gulishta Mar 2019

Possess.

I wanna know everything,
That you think about.
I wanna know everything,
That you feel.
I want to be the reason,
You're hurting for,
I wanna be the one to heal.

I wanna break you,
Into tiny little pieces.
I wanna be the one,
To mend you back into one piece.
I wanna be the curtain,
On your eyes,
And be the only one you see.

I want you to hold my hand,
To hang on it for dear life.
I wanna be everything you desire,
And everything from you can't hide.

I wanna dive into your soul,
I wanna read through your mind.
I wanna devour your body,
And wanna join it with mine.

I want you to be obsessed,
I wanna be the one to possess.
I want to let you have everything in between.
But I wanna be the one to do the process.

Gulishta Feb 2019

Inside out.

In this crazy world,
Where everything comes with a price.
In this weird reality,
Where every step needs to be think twice.
In this on going saga,
That we all call life.
In these moments of accomplishments,
Or the winning ones to be precise.
There's only one thing that stand out,
For me ....when you entered my life.
You're dew for my morning grass.
You're the sprinkles on my donut.
You're the wind with my storm.
You're the calm in my ocean.
You're a rainbow with my hurricane.
You're the smell of my flowers.
You make every moment count.
You know me inside out.
And I can't put into the words...
How much you make me proud.!

Gulishta Feb 2019

Let it.

Be quick to laugh at yourself,
Always ready with a smile.
Show your emotions to the fullest,
Won't be any good if you hide.
Don't be too quick to dismiss,
The smalls and big things are what makes your life.
Give your best in everything you do,
Let the unknown come your way..
Let it excite.

Gulishta Feb 2019

Closure.

How do you see the light in anyone,,?
When all you've known is darkness.
How do you trust anyone,,?
When the one that hurt the most had seemed harmless.
How do you chase away your demons,,?
When you've lost all your innocence.

When the small things become bigger,
When all you can think about is betrayal,
When the purgatory is perpetual,
Is it really about revenge or is it the only way to complete the circle.?

Would you wish upon yourself another loss..?
If you couldn't have the victory.
Would you fight when you know..
You'll give into the attraction eventually.

Or is it better to live in fear?..
Rather than becoming it yourself..
Has it really been a question?..
If it can provide that much need closure.