Grey mirror

Grey mirror Sep 2017

You are crying
Tears keep flowing
Everything else is growing
Your family your friends
You're not a burden
But you cry and cry
Your work is flying
Taking its toll
Even being applaud
You are blessed
With ever need ever desire.
But you're crying
You even asked yourself
"Why are you crying?"
you can't understand
You feel frustrated
You want to bang your head
Against the wall
Because you cry
Yet you don't know why?

Grey mirror Sep 2017

Life- its own time.

life -a fairy tale
Happily ever after
I, the author of every page.
Here comes the Queen. Hail!!
When the kingdom was in chaos
The reign of terror began,
Easy to blame
My subjects my slaves,
A narcissist prevailed.

Humbling myself ,an enormous leap
A pauper's shoes indeed.
Looking through the eyes of others
I had a peep,
The life of struggle, an eye opener.
Failure and reckless decision
Were no longer frightening.
Life- a surprise,* What's next,
A road to a storm or a silver lining?
Both an adventure, worth every dime.
*A journey in its own time.

I always plan ahead, if things doesn't go my way according to my time, well let's just say a monster unravels. But lately I tried listening and being patient, putting others need before mine. Somehow my life is a better journey, things happened in its own time.

Grey mirror Sep 2017

Stick and stones

It takes the one you love
To shatter your heart
Sticks and stones
To break your bones
A friend to tear you apart.
It also took two sticks to cross
And the stone to roll
To redeem your soul.

Thank you Jesus for dying on the cross and rising again. You saved our souls.

Grey mirror Sep 2017

Unforseen nature

You don't follow the crowd
You're a bit too modest
But you live out loud.
Your nature cannot be predicted
You are made of various elements
Each of different colours,
A psychedelic piece of Art.
A marvelous creation
Spreading positive vibrations
With a heart filled desire
To praise your Creator.
Your wittism and
labyrinthine essence
Bring out a whimsical humour
now and then.
You too are uncertain
of your unforeseeable character,
Like a kaleidoscope,
Rotate with grace and flow
Your colours conflate
*A beautiful pattern unfolds.

To uniqueness. Let out your hidden colours.

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Stems

When I closed my eyes
There is a grow in sight
Of blossoming petals
Uniting in their own stems.

I wish we could live in a world with no divorce so that children could grow in the right path along side their parents.
A united family :)

Grey mirror Sep 2017

Tidsoptimist

She spends time leisurely
Time for her is a bliss
But what a misery
For those who wait
Most days they leave her
without a say
she would always be late.
That doesn't wipe off
the gambol effect.
With all her beauty,
glitter and glamour
She takes down
the road with respect.
A time optimist,
not the high handed kind,
But she has a fetching soul
with a heart to cure.
She shakes off life's agony
with a heated dance.
She not only lives a halcyon life
But she's a champion
in her own time.

tipsoptimist (Swedish- time optimist).
I just described a friend.

Grey mirror Sep 2017

Reach out

We wake, we live,we laugh,we cry
We become blind to those who die inside.
Telling themselves lies
"You are the unworthy kind"
Fighting an unending battle
All alone and the fear rattles
Society can't save their live
Tagged them names,
they feel ashamed.
They breathe in the dark
For the sun acts like a spotlight
Revealing their unspoken misery.
Brainwashed, with a thought
of being more than dead,
they are misfits.

So you and I let's unite
Set aside our selfish hype.
Don't just pin the green ribbon to your shirt
But keep in mind, they are not different
There is no such thing as "their kind"
Depression is a phase most of us will encounter.
Like any other problem there is an answer.
Let's communicate-love,joy,hope,peace,
Reach out,
We need each other
Unite join the fight.

I was a victim of depression, saved by grace and by the love and care of Friends and family.
For those struggling with depression, know this- you are not alone.