I will look forward

For the things that will be happening

And not on the what ifs

Its easier than said right?

I don't know why as well

Can you tell me?

We are bound to grow

To change

To let go

And let ourselves do what we are meant to

We are humans afterall.

You do not know me so well

Yet you're blabbering

Like you do know me so well

I am what I am

See me as I am

But not as another person

You have in mind

You said Girls run the world

But why are they suffering from heartbreaks and hardships

You said they should be respected

But why are they treated like a trash ang get ***** by filthy human beings?

I am not into likes, heart, comments nor retweet

I am into expressing my feelings in words

I am into letting my emotions flow through a Poem

I am a fan of vague vocabularies

I am enjoying learning new words, new selection and new ideas

I am a fan of deep poem

I am a girl that stan creative works full of extraordinary ideas beyond mine.

I'm not poetic

I'm not a fan of Haiku

Yet I enjoyed it

Butterflies fly in the meadow

While you are watching from a distance

Like how you watched him

Raindrops

From the nightsky

Brings coolness

that makes individuals

Feel comfortable

And sleep tight

Like I had earlier.

You and I and everybody else
Feels the pain of despair
Feels the pain of being left behind
Feels the pain of being ignored

But everybody have their ways to overcome it
Everybody have their own business to deal with
Everybody have their own guide to not loss their way
Everybody have their own beliefs and opinions in life

Those everybody have their own problems
But they choose to solve it
Everybody have their positive and negative side
But they choose to be neutral

Everybody have their own paths go
That leads them into unknown that sometimes called Risk
Everybody have their own origin
An origin where their beliefs and opinions came from

Everybody are unique in their own ways

Everybody is loss but they choose to believe and trust the process of their God.

You know and I know
That the world will still round
Even if we stop
So might as well do our thing

That makes us happy
That makes us show our passion
To the world that takes no notice
About what we does

Let us live our lives to the fullest
Even if its hard
Coz that the fun part
Do things that makes us think twice but still doing it

Maybe, just maybe

If I let you in, I'll be whole for a while

But not forever.

Twinkling eyes
were shining upon the horizon
With big smile plastered on face

Today, the twinkling eyes became emotionless
The eyes that sees the horizon
Became tears while sighing under the horizon

They are there

No matter what happens

But where are they when you're most likely to give up?

Trees are bigger than us

Oceans are bigger than us

Sky is bigger than us

The World is bigger than us

But those are just a dot to him and his name is God

I am crying at loud

Without nobody on my side

I cried and cried

And comfort myself

For something I did to myself

Isn't ironic? haha

‪There are times that your simply predictable and unpredictable.‬

‪There are times that you’re a nightmare dressed like a daydream‬

‪You’re too much to hande‬
‪Yet you let me become teachable‬

‪You let me down‬
‪That makes me grow‬

‪You let me shed tears‬
‪To laugh like there’s no tomorrow‬

‪You let me encounter strangers‬
‪That makes my life a beautiful disaster‬

‪You let me know my downfall‬
‪For me to realize my strength‬

‪You misguide me‬
‪To make me stand on my own‬

‪And now you’re close to end the book‬

‪The book that has unique chapters‬

‪Unique chapters that you made ‬

‪And in 2020, you’ll see what you made me do.‬

I love you Mother

Thank you and I am sorry

God Bless us always

We're all tired

From all struggles we have and had

But its up to us

How will we handle it

A four wall corner
That we used to hate to go to
Are now gone

As well as the facade of buildings
That we used to ignore and just pass by
Are now nothing in our sights

As well as the traffic jams
That makes us agitated everytime we’re stucked
Vanished like a strike of lightning

All because of mankind
The mankind that God unselfishly made
But some of us are destroying it little by little.

Hi! I am loneliness
To be honest
I was just passing by
But you invite me to come over

You entertain me
You let me talk about myself
You make me unleash myself
And now I am hurting you by being myself

You'll never know the significance of something unless you loose it.

You'll never know the worth of a person unless you loose them

You'll never know the pain she've been through when she loosed you.

You'll never know how much she questioned her worth when she loosed you

You'll never understand her. Never.

White clouds in a blue bright sky
Tall trees are swaying like a grown swan
Chirpping birds are resting on a tree
Butterflies are fying low in the meadow
Squirrels are playing in a big and tall trees
The animals are helping each other to build a home for their kind
The rivers are flowing freely
The fish are swimming like there's no tommorow
The flowers are humming solemnly
Then the Fairy utter something
How wonderful sight would it be if humans didn't take me for granted?

I am lost
So lost
To the point that Im walking with no path
I was blinded with loneliness

But then he came
And enlighten me
That there’s a lot of reason to thanked for
He let me reflect myself

I have complete family
I can eat whenever I want
I have a home
I am raised by my parents

Simple things do really matter
That is what he taught me
That is what he let me think about
That is what God taught me.

There are things that are too much for humans to handle

It makes us think sometimes that maybe our Almighty God isn’t holding us with care

Maybe he’s tired in forgiving our countless sins

Maybe he’s tired of giving us a second chance

Maybe he left us already cause he’s tired already

But at the end of the day, it is us who doesn’t care about him sometimes

It is us who gets tired in forgiving ourselves

It is us who didn’t gave ourselves a chance

It is us who leave him behind when we’re tired from everything

But it is him who fix our broken pieces

It’s him who let us take care of ourselves

It’s him who gave us instruments to make ourselves right and go back on track

It’s him who never leave us in  our dark and lonely times even if we did a lot of sins that makes him hurt even more because his our Father in Heaven.