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F Nov 2019
I still feel like I am growing insane  A teaspoon of oxygen's no cure to the pain I'm living and breathing and fun packs these dates But my mind is a prison; am I thinking straight?
F Nov 2019
I feel like a piece of me is missing.
 You took it with you I know you're my guardian angel now.  Sometimes, i think I feel you...

How is the man upstairs?  Is he nice? 
would he let you speak to me one more time?  just in a dream  
I love you.  rest  
I'll see you again soon enough.  
Wait for me
Daddy
F Oct 2022
You may not be
The moon or
A star or
The sun
Beaming vision to the world.

But to me
You are
The cute little
Firefly
Casting hope in me.
A
F May 2020
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When i'm in my best position of my self right now , the funny thing is ,i'm not with you.
F Nov 2020
Life is so full, yet i'm so hungry
They all have shelter, but i have no home
Life is so free, yet so restricted
From all the joy im evicted.
F Nov 2019
Me and my anxiety
Some people may call like a
"Friends with benefit"
We don't love each other
But, she's just fck with me sometimes.
F Nov 2019
I don't want any sympathy.
I don't want this care.
Your love gave me anxiety.
I began to despair.

You always played these mind games.
Called me by these cute names.
I controlled my body but your controlled my brain.

"Why do you smoke so much?!
"My mom would always complain.
How do I tell her? This keeps me away from this pain,Which you gave
PAIN PAIN PAIN.
Just go away
You never loved
baby,
All you did was betray.
F Jan 2020
Now we are just geometry
All triangles and circles
and perimeters
meticulously barbed wired
feeding from scraps
our wine rationed
taking care
to drink
only from carefully calibrated measuring jars
F Apr 2020
How can we fix something, if we don't know what's broken?
F Apr 2020
Have you ever felt empty, only empty

there's no destination there's no way home

no one you trust, not even you

just empty

like a grave with a tombstone but no body inside
F Jun 2020
Sad eyes on a happy face
Soft and silent

She came along
and turned on everyone

Her dancing sets the place on fire
Heaven and hell

The flames come up to everyone's
As she shakes pearls and snakes

Bodies and bones
Flesh and blood
Mental and physically  

I see the pain in beautiful creatures
OMA
F Oct 2019
OMA
Broke but beautiful, full of dreams.
Endearing and Adorable Selfless
as she seems.

In a complete darkness,she's a ray of light
She'd fall out of Clumsiness
But would always hold your hand tight.

Never would she let a frown come
on your face .
She'd always be around
whenever you need someone to embrace.
Her presence is what makes life Perfect
Her absence is always the hardest to neglect.

supports your dreams, helps you acquire.

She's a best friend.
She's a mother.
She's a wife.
She's a sister.
F Nov 2019
I am crying but only dry tears,
dust on my face and sores on my mind,
I do not speak nor do I try,
I have a million times.

when I speak, silence over take,
I can scream and still no one will hear.
I am invisible, no one can see,
I have pain inside, please let me free.

Not living
just killing the time.
F Nov 2019
Good but a little wild
mysterious and ambitious
You fight like fire without fear of disaster

Your tattoos; Respect all women and appreciate love, time and earth
showing , we're just piece of creatures
a good combination of flesh and blood

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