It was raining
I was not fully aware
that the rain at that time
was a sign of impending sadness

I bought you a cake
Hope in the new year night
Everything will be alright  

I started the year with
a confession of unspoken sin,
before you see
'my Michael and then you see my 'Lucifer.....

You don't trust me , even nor do i
At the time i'm just *******
tryin to survive

Deep down inside i know i am crying
Deep down inside i know i am trying

One thing for sure
hurting your heart
doesn't  make me alive

Just
Leave if you need to leave  

But darling,
You don't need to compare
my beginning
to someone else's middle

Make me feel i never good enough


The last i checked
"love" it's the thing about
accept all conditions
and grow up together

Am i wrong?

Well,
I started the new year with " rain&storm"
Hopefully, i will end it all
with the beautiful rainbow.

I lose you but yea, this is brand new me.

Between Michael and Lucifer

I'm survivor.