When i'm in my best position of my self right now , the funny thing is ,i'm not with you.

Life is so full, yet i'm so hungry
They all have shelter, but i have no home
Life is so free, yet so restricted
From all the joy im evicted.

Me and my anxiety
Some people may call like a
"Friends with benefit"
We don't love each other
But, she's just fck with me sometimes.

I don't want any sympathy.
I don't want this care.
Your love gave me anxiety.
I began to despair.

You always played these mind games.
Called me by these cute names.
I controlled my body but your controlled my brain.

"Why do you smoke so much?!
"My mom would always complain.
How do I tell her? This keeps me away from this pain,Which you gave
PAIN PAIN PAIN.
Just go away
You never loved
baby,
All you did was betray.

Now we are just geometry
All triangles and circles
and perimeters
meticulously barbed wired
feeding from scraps
our wine rationed
taking care
to drink
only from carefully calibrated measuring jars

How can we fix something, if we don't know what's broken?

Have you ever felt empty, only empty

there's no destination there's no way home

no one you trust, not even you

just empty

like a grave with a tombstone but no body inside

Sad eyes on a happy face
Soft and silent

She came along
and turned on everyone

Her dancing sets the place on fire
Heaven and hell

The flames come up to everyone's
As she shakes pearls and snakes

Bodies and bones
Flesh and blood
Mental and physically  

I see the pain in beautiful creatures

Broke but beautiful, full of dreams.
Endearing and Adorable Selfless
as she seems.

In a complete darkness,she's a ray of light
She'd fall out of Clumsiness
But would always hold your hand tight.

Never would she let a frown come
on your face .
She'd always be around
whenever you need someone to embrace.
Her presence is what makes life Perfect
Her absence is always the hardest to neglect.

supports your dreams, helps you acquire.

She's a best friend.
She's a mother.
She's a wife.
She's a sister.

I am crying but only dry tears,
dust on my face and sores on my mind,
I do not speak nor do I try,
I have a million times.

when I speak, silence over take,
I can scream and still no one will hear.
I am invisible, no one can see,
I have pain inside, please let me free.

Not living
just killing the time.

Good but a little wild
mysterious and ambitious
You fight like fire without fear of disaster

Your tattoos; Respect all women and appreciate love, time and earth
showing , we're just piece of creatures
a good combination of flesh and blood