I set my boundaries
I built my walls

But you showed up with cannons

And I crumbled into the rock and sand
Where you took my body
Where you shattered any hope
I had left

All the thoughts are still there
Every memory
Every emotion
Every feeling

The doctors watered it down
The pills melted like the ice in my tea

And I'm left here
Feeling lifeless and dull
Uncomfortably numb

I don't know how you can walk by me
Every single day
Say hello and offer food from the fridge

And act like you did nothing wrong

How you feel no guilt
And deny that you did anything wrong

I know I was a mess
I wasn't the best person to take care of
But you were a monster

Stop pretending as if you weren't

You thought you had me
You ******* had me
All of a sudden I saw the end

But I screamed

Me

The real me
The person you attacked
And smothered
And engulfed
The person you swallowed whole

You'd been ******* the life out of me
To the point where I thought you had become me

But you are not me

And now I know you
And I will fight you
And I will destroy you

Because I am a ******* warrior
And I am not throwing my sword down now

I hope one day I can trust you
That I can break down these walls

I hope one day I can truly share my love
And accept the love I've refused to recieve

I hope one day I will believe
That I am not a burden to you

That I'm not a burden to anyone

One day