I dreamt last night that thing again
That thing that’s never let me in
The happiness that flows inside
Of other people that they hide
But still I woke within a smile, a smile
That spoke a thousand miles
They can hide it if they wish
But I stole some from within their bliss
I’ll hold this for a day or two
And every day I’ll think of you
There’s magic in the mind they say
And believe it moreand more each day

Is it wrong to be lonely?
To no want to share
To be hidden and ugly
To be stuck in a hell

I just want to be told
That its really ok
I just need to be held
On my darkest o days

If you could feel all the things that I really do think
Would you  think or think twice bout takin a drink
An im not tryna say that im right or im wrong
But your actions against me are certainly strong

So I back up and puff out
So I look like im  strong
But im really a boy
That’s just faking it all

And I just don’t know how
To explain all these things
They just run and they run and they play in my brain
But I want to do right but I don’t understand
How it feels so ****  good to be wrong like I am

So im trapped in the dark seeking out for a light
But unable to stop all the thieves in the night
They keep coming along all with mirrors in hand
So I never can truly see who they or I am
but they take and I give and I give and I die
slowly on and its on till the cycle subsides
then they harp and they harp and the moan and they moan
and I cant and I cant go alone so I choke on the bone
it’s a thing that I know is just killing inside
but my lust for companionship brings be aside