Emily

Emily Mar 2019

in a night full of stars all I hear are the soft whispers of my inner fears, lies you told me once upon a time in a world I could never truly call mine, you said to me so filled with empty and those words began my misery

"I love you"

why'd you lie to me

Emily Mar 2019

Dear loved one, Why must you suffer and cry out pain? Was the world that cruel to have cursed your name? Oh my love you are not a shame, for you are far more then just a pown in this chess game

Emily Mar 2019

a blank slate, a new start, but still with the same broken heart, words dance in the night of lies, holding hands until the world dies.

Emily Mar 2019

Someone

I know         a      someone
     who's                                  special to me
I know a someone                               as happy as can be
I know a someone that's                                   brighter then the sun
I know a someone who's                                       in love with another
I know a someone who                                             was played like a game
by the someone                                                                                that he
loved
I know a someone that                                                       owns a broken heart
Someone that                                                                    deserves much better
Someone that                                                                      deserves a queen
Someone that                                                            deserves happiness
but                                                                                        instead
gets                                                                            betrayal
I know a someone who's             like a cloud full of rain
I know a someone who has a battle with their brain
I know a someone who's the owner
of a broken heart I know
a someone
special to
me.

Emily Mar 2019

Untitled

my heart is filled with bliss
even though it was just a kiss
love found me in a dark place
took me out of the thought of life being a waist
and now I see you
and the dark place has yet returned
just filled with emptiness this feeling isn't stern
now love has left and bliss
and that kiss
I guess I walked in on the wrong time
to catch you with another, I feel like a ticking mine
waiting for another step to blow up
waiting for you to brake like a glass cup

Emily Mar 2019

empty shell

I thought life was simple
I thought lots of things
and now I think not
but feel this empty shell rot
I am like a crab, a shell that holds nothing special
I am hallow but still
all filled with the no-pain pill
I am lost
a soul with no cost
and when this empty shell brakes
the sky will shake
it'll rain and my soul will be freed
from this world full of greed

Emily Mar 2019

you where my song

your heart lets out a beat that no one can resist moving to
your smile, your laugh all part of this song
you are my song
sung just for me you say?
until what was thought to be my song went the other way
token away by another
you where my favorite song you said to me
but now i'm just another collected song in an empty album full of empty others
I was you song
you where my song
and now my song plays a different tune
plays a different beat
a song no longer mines but another
I thought I was your song
and now I know I was just for fun
I was never your favorite song
I was just one to keep you entertain like the others
and to think you where my song...