the lies you tell me hurt.
the lies in your eyes ace.
the lies in your heart burn.
if only you loved me enough to not lie.
if only you weren't the lair I never thought you'd be.
lies. lies. lies.
why all the lies.
they hurt and ace and burn.
I never knew words could **** until I died by the ones you told.

if only you knew my love.
For as a shooting star shines
I pray one day you will be called mine.
Its as if you make the sun glisten in your name
yet you play me like a game.
I know you cannot see your world in my eyes
neither can you hear the sadness in my sighs.
If only I could understand and control my teenage heart
but you play such a good part
in this play called life
I know you lie when you say I will one day be your wife.
If only you knew all the things I never told you.
If only you knew.

If I could tell the whole world that it is beautiful then I would.
If I could tell every last person that they are beautiful then I would.
But unfortunately I can't....
But I can try...
I can start.
You are beautiful and I mean that
with every bone in my body,
with every ace in my soul,
with every fiber of my being  
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!

The feeling of tears sliding down my cheek.
The feeling of letting go of something you've hold on to for to long.
The feeling of freedom at times.
The melancholy taste.
The rush of adrenaline.
Stuck.
Held hostage.
Forgotten.
Cry.
Letting go of those that wronged you.
Cry.
Letting the emptiness fill.
Cry.
No holding back.
Just cry..
Feel relived.
Cry.

Today I want to be a star.
I want to shine.
I want to feel as if the world is below me as I sore.
Today I want to be beautiful.
I want to dazzle over the rest.
It may sound silly or it may seem as if i'm conceited but just imagine all the wonders I can do today.
Today I want to be loved.
As if the world and god himself would rap me in there arms.
Today I want to be special.
Today I want to be meaningful.
Today I want to be me.
Oh well its to late... guess i'll be all the things I want to be tomorrow.