ive lost "love"
too many times
im not lost though
my mind is fixated
on one love.
though before
before i gain such
i must place my foot
my foot with a lunge
a lunge that will
no doubt have a trace
such a trace shall
take my old place
giving others reasons
reasons to live
though my love
My love is gone
so than when i die
i shall feel love again..

Execrating change.
while soaring under pain.
your entity is fake.
only visualizing rage
pacing with a cain
life gives and it takes
remember one thing
if your ignorant or "sane"
your paths are grudged
with nothing but
***** mistakes
you must run the lapse
yes dormant friend
you had a chance.

I will no longer shed my blood for others.
From this moment forward i shall accept myself as self centered.
Making this acceptance will form a purpose.
Yes, A purpose to help others.
Divinity is in my soul.
As well as yourself.
Yes, but it is never sold.
Creep past the blind
Open yourself to the fact of being divine.
Most of us can see it..No, No?
Everyone can see it.
So lighten up... its Alright.

just, imagine.
sleeping at once
without the laughs
ringing in front of you
singing your past
must it linger around
or push you back.
give it a moment.
itll crack their mask
with the crash of waves
what a wonderful sound
trust me
they will all give out
from under their couch
like all the sense they found
to buy their last pack
their last pack in town.

You will seek me
and I will not show
Where I go to play
We won't let you pass the front door.
You couldn't fix us
so you left.
I was the only one left
picking up the pieces
in the end
after everything was broken.

I'll be back
when i am myself
give me time
I wont let you down
keep your eyes
up on the clouds
this world aside
I won't let you down
I'll be back
when you are your self
I'll give you time
don't let me down
keep your eyes
up on the clouds
this world aside
don't let me down

Don't forgive me
I deserve to be banashed
My words, devilish
Along with my actions
At first you saw creation
Now all you see is damage  
The pain I created
I never could imagine
How you faced it all
How you even managed
So please please please
when you think of me
don't give in
not even for one second
Because in the end
I'll always be damaged

wake up and do the things you said youd never do
smoke ciggeret to the filter
it's the life you choose
picking pedals off of roses
do I love you too
I don't know what you want
but I'm here all alone
waiting for this blissful substance to kick in
now this life that leads to death won't ever make sense
so we should get drunk and dance
stay up until the sun rises in the morning
you are numb to everything you did the night before
you left my house the pictures were laying on the floor
torn out of the book we both held so close

Please tell me in your mind
That I'll be here untill the end of time
One more year and I'm sure you'll be mine
That is If you keep me there inside your mind
I know you have left for my reaction
I had left for the same
You and i were broken..
But in time we will remain
Together forever
Please understand me
I was broken..
I will remake this stage
For us to be happy again
If you are interested
That is
I'll be a better me you'll see
Please please please
Just Let me speak
After you give your speech