M - Mindful
O - Optimistic
T - Trustworthy
H - House holders
E - Effective
R - Respected

You are my one
and only,
My best friend,
My sweetheart,
And my true love.
No matter what
we go through,
We know we are
always there for each other.
When I think of you,
I feel a glow,
Deep inside my heart,
forever and ever.
We shall never be apart

Must be to
Love you
You tell me
You’ll keep me
Close to you
And all
You ask is
Dedicate my
Heart to you
It my pleasure
To give you
All of me
It’s the love
I have that
Keeps me
You’re so
Good to me
I can’t image
Losing you
No there’s
No one
That can
Compare to
You

I never
got the chance
to experience
you remember
You treated
my heart
cold as
December
I still can’t
get your bitter
taste out my mouth
You made
me strive
to be greater
So I’m thanking you
For me not
feeling myself
by hooking up with you
Because of you
I stepped my game up
So the way
you treated
me cold as
December
My ego made
me remember.

Ripping the image
of our future
together
from my thoughts
as violently
and as brutally
as if it were a
child being taken
from his mothers
arms I’m left
surrounded in darkness
but I refuse
to be swallowed
by it my
loneliness
like the night air
invisible
to the eye obvious
to the touch
it is cold
uncomfortableness
yet if I could
do it all over
again I’d
do it in the
same skin
I’m in to lay
down and
let love die just
stay down and
let love lie no,
no not

Im a child of a man
And
Woman
But I’m not a child
Im a Woman
I’m a child of invention
But I’m not a child
I’m creative
I’m a child of God
But I’m not a child
I’m spiritual
Im a child of love
But I’m not a child
I am loving
I’m a child of a man
And
Woman
But..
I’m not a child

Ripping the image
of our future
together
from my thoughts
as violently
and as brutally
as if it were a
child being taken
from his mothers
arms I’m left
surrounded in darkness
but I refuse
to be swallowed
by it my
loneliness
like the night air
invisible
to the eye obvious
to the touch
it is cold
uncomfortableness
yet if I could
do it all over
again I’d
do it in the
same skin
I’m in to lay
down and
let love die just
stay down and
let love lie no,
no not I

Engery doesn’t lie
Language is primitive
somebody
That
Talk good
To you
And trick
Your mind
That’s why
Suspect evil
Of no one
Until you
see it
Once you
see it
Forget
it not
For once
An enemy
Could never
Be a friend

I had my heart
wide-open
once before
but not anymore
the person
I left it open
too shattered
it to the core
left pieces
of it all over the floor
someone
I trusted
completely
with it
who I truly
adored
treated it like
it was worthless
feels like
their intentions
was to
break it on
purpose

Have you ever
Felt yourself
Drowning
Beneath the surface
I'll jump
In the deep
End with you
Just know
I want let
You drown
It's the best
Feel so put
It in the dirt
I don't want to
Leave
So don't let
Me go

sometimes id wonder why .
our seasonal
love song cry...
hearts intertwine
by something
so amazing
but yet we are
politcally imperfect
unforgiving eyes gazing.
gazing into our love ...
judging loving
hating contiplating souls .
but as time flies
by the deeper our love grows

Our neighbors
Are often
Our best
teachers
They teach
us to find
Joy in
turbulent times
Sometimes
they’re where
We learn
Compassion
And empathy
being a good
Neighbor
mean mastering
The arts
Of selflessness
and compromise
Our neighbors
help us
Define and
redefine
Our concept
of family

Pick up the pieces

My condolence
goes out to your heart
and the sick *******
who ripped it apart,
who could be so cruel
to one of God’s precious
arts couldn’t finish
what she had start
She acted like a dunce
instead of being smart
in the process pushing
your trust in women
farther apart crying
shame to misuse
a perfect treasure
for her own selfish
and twisted pleasure
broken promises saying
her love was forever
like a leech she ******
every ounce of pride
you had and that’s the
parts that’s sad
she didn’t realize
what he had
I’m not gasping
you up by any means
I’m just telling
you from the picture
I have seen what
she did to your
love was cold hearted
and mean left
your heart all
shattered and broken
the wound she left
wide open asking
why as you
pray to Jesus
she shattered your
heart I’m here
to pick up the pieces

Treat me so bad
But she feel
So good
Know you
Do me bad
Baby take me
Down
Like you should
Ought to know
You had it good
a girl gone
Bad but you
Feel so good
Not just anybody
You can play
With my emotions
Baby; you know
You drive me crazy
Never raised that
But not gained for
After that I paid for
Act as if it’s not
A game

I can’t promise you
that dark clouds
will never hover
over over lives
or that the future
will bring us many rainbows
I can’t promise you
that tomorrow
will be perfect
or that life will be easy
I can promise you
my everlasting devotion
my loyalty, my respect
and my unconditionally love for a life time
I can promise that
I’ll always be here for you
to listen and to hold your hand  
and I’ll do my best to make you happy
and make you feel loved
I promise you
I’ll see you through any crisis
and pray with you
dream with you
build with you
and always cheer you on
and encourage you
I can promise you

Look into my eyes
as you fix the pain.
Kiss my lips
and let's disappear.
We can run away
far from here.
Stay with me
and never let go.
Notice every second
my love for you grows.
Cry your tears;
then let me wipe them away.
Tell me you're scared;
then let me save the day

Ever went to sleep
But woke up tired
The mind was never
Quite the mind
Never received true
Risk but I’m not happy
But I am at peace
Right now I’m
Tell you my
Pure peace
I never been
The things that
I’m doing right now
Is amazing to me

The reality is,
I didn’t truly
love my ex,
although
I loved her
hard I loved
who I painted
her to be.
I loved the
idea of us
& what she
could become.
If I had accepted her
for who she really was,
I wouldn’t have
loved her at all.

I just wanna be loved
by one female
who’s really down
for me and only me,
only has eyes for me,
wouldn’t let ANYTHING
come between us.
I just want someone
that will never
let me fall asleep wondering
if I still matter...
I want an old fashioned
kind of love.
And I don’t mean
I want to be courted,
It’s the kind of love
that seeps
through your
every vein.
The kind of love
that is entle
and innocent.
The kind of love
that doesn’t ever
stop even when
the other person’s
heart stops..
I want the kind of love
that is just as strong
fifty years later
from the first meeting.
I want my heart
to beat out of
my chest every single
time I see this
person smile at me.
And I want to
remember all
the first times.
And all the milestones
we have gotten
through together..
and I want the kind
of love that is worth missing.
That’s so worth it,
even when you
lose this person.
I want the kind
of love that
I would never ever regret.
I want the kind of
love that breathes
even when
I can’t anymore.
Because if I ever find
this kind of love,
I won’t need anything else

She
Told
Me my
truth
Laid the
Road for me
A rich woman
Destiny
She saw it
Without
Me
Run rivers dry
Right through
The ages prove
If it was another way
To do this I would've
Welcome it
They have no clue
I will not lose
All ships dock
All tides wane
Every beginning
Has an end

she isn't the easiest girl to love.
She has this bad habit
of overthinking,
she tends to overreact
more than she should
and
she gets a little insecure
every once in a while.
She'll be needy for your attention,
she'll want to literally
take up all of your time,
and she'll require
a lot of reassurance.
If anything,
she is everything
you wouldn't
want in a girlfriend.
She isn't capable
of fully trusting you,
she doesn't know
when to stop
fighting with you
even if she's wrong,
and she has no
problem pushing
you away
if she feels like you're
close to hurt her.
Loving her will
stress you out,
loving her will
make you angry,
loving her will
break your heart at times,
loving her will test you,
loving her will challenge you,
and loving her
will change you.
It may get so
demanding that you'll
be tempted to walk away,
it may get so hard
that you'll think
about giving up,
and it may get so
complicated that you won't
want to deal
with her anymore.
Loving her means
you get to see her
at her worst and most
vulnerable and that is
something that you'll
have be strong enough
to handle because
she needs someone
who's patient
enough to understand
why she is who she is today.
It's not gonna be
an easy relationship with her.
But if she is in love with you,
then she can promise
that you'll be loved
with such passion
and intensity that
you'll forget what life
felt like before she
came along because
she'll always be there
to put your heart
back together after
breaking it.
Maybe she's not the
best at being loved,
but she's pretty
amazing at loving.

Many
have
said no,
No
I don’t
choose the
Path of
wild and
Radical
And
Authentic
Love,
Even though
I know I’m
Dying
without
It
I think I’ll
Just settle for
Good enough

Your eyes sparkle while you say hi with the most sweetest voice in the world
When I See You,
My heart skips a beat, and I don't know what to say
When I See You,
Love and Happiness fulfills my thoughts and all of my troubles go away.
When I See You,
I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you
When I See You,
I Daydream about the day we could say I Do
When I See You,
All I want to say is I Love You

See the un-rise  
Before you speak
God
****
I couldn’t
breathe
Yea,
I’m scared
What I’m
gonna through
When it rains
I been
seeing you
The days
Never
really move
Sunrise before
You speak
You know it’s me
Goin through
what
You love
You’re
heavy on me
That’s
two nights
Fantastic
City we saw
From the
backseat

She is no longer
settling for potential
that is no longer
the appetizer
she gets full from
the potential to have
her heart cared for
and her soul loved
by someone
who wants to settle
down and build
a love story
is what is hungry for

It was silly of me
to think we
could co exist
I remember
we were
once tight
like a bald fist
A bond so strong
Thought you
was so right
And Couldn’t
do me no wrong
That was then
But I know now
And to stop you
from hurting me
I now know how
I had to block
you from my heart
And keep you
out of my mind
And even if
I’m hurting severely
Inside
I gotta let you think
I’m doing just fine.

Sit back and relax
Feel the waves wash over your back
In the melting sun
Looking at the clouds reflecting all the pinks and blues
Over the blooming hill, echoing white noise of chirps and crickets

Listen to the trickling of the slow water over the smooth rocks
Feel a warm wind brush your face
With your eyes closed
Enjoying the radiating warmth
And the soothing crackling of a log fire

Or sit and admire the shimmering spray
Of a waterfall smoothly crashing into the water of a sky kissed lake
Sunlight dancing through the splashes
Rainbows jumping through every droplet

Listen to the pitter patter of the rain, against a tin roof
Inside a warm cabin
Drifting to sleep
Soon to wake to the song birds chorus
And the blissful sun

You this gorgeous lady
What a pretty face
and beautiful smile
Very classy
and sassy
Along with a
sophisticated style
Taking everything
one step at a time
You is bound to have
even more brighter days
So just smile

It’s something
about you
That’s so
familiar
Something
that’s got me
wanting to
know you
and I
can’t put my
fingers on it
but it feels
oh like;
I’ve been here
before it something
about you that
makes me
wonder I swear
I met you
but you’re a
stranger and I
can’t put
my finger
on quite
what it is

Sometimes I wonder
how I feel about you,
Scared of these feelings
because it's still new
I catch myself thinking
of the best way to share,
Hoping you'll return
my confession
showing you care
And then I catch myself again...
and drag my thoughts
back to reality
I am back at square one,
does this just happen to me?
Poems are so stupid
I swear I would never do this
But this is YOU,
and you aren't
like anyone I have met
How much longer
do I have to write,
can I tell you yet?
When I come back
from my thoughts I feel more secure
But then I sleep...
and the dreams of you occur
The dreams I have
of you are so vivid and clear
I feel TRUE happiness
inside and that there
is nothing to fear
People say dreams
have underlying meanings
and not to ignore them
I say we both know
what they mean
and now I want you to hear
Hear what I am
about to say to you,
feel it with my body,
see it in my face
Hear it in my words
and tone when we converse
I love you!
I love you more than
I ever thought I could
Be with me always
and be loved like you should

You have your own special way
Of turning around my terrible day
You makes all the bad things go away
The second that you says hey

And when I look into your eyes
I see pure beauty with no disguise
Just a glance at you makes my heart beat rise
I know for a fact that these feelings aren't lies

If only you knew
How much my love for you grew
Maybe, just maybe we could start something new

And if beauty was inches, you’d go on for miles
I better catch you before I go out of style
I'm going to let my heart be my dial
So I can tell you what I've been feeling for awhile.

sweet love
It’s the
Only thing
That there just
Too little of
What the world
Needs now
No, not just
For some
But for everyone
What the world
Needs love,
Sweet love

I'm thankful for the *** whoopings,
Home cooking,
Pointless fussing,
And allowing me to witness
A single mother that can make it struggling.

I'm thankful for the month long punishments,
The life lesson hints,
My free rent,
The random presents,
And showing me what true love really meant.

I'm thankful for your birth,
God's work
And your loving care
To always put your kids first.

I'm thankful for you being a mother,
A lover,
Everyday of my life,
Giving me sight of how to pay the price
As a wonderful mother
That never allowed me to dream
Without saying good night.

Im so glad
The troubles
Don't last
So, so glad
Troubles don't
Last forever
If it's
An offering
You know
I'll bring it
Cause you so worthy
So, so worthy
Of all praise
My life for you
I'm gonna live it
Every ounce I get.

If I knew the
Girl
Next door
Would’ve been
you
I would’ve
Been nice
too you
A little
More kind
Too you
I’ve would’ve
Looked twice
Depending on
How close
We were
We would’ve
Been in love

Pull up
Oh my God
She come
Up oh so fly
To the pearl
She all on me
So ****
She feeling on me
She know that
I'ma do with her
She don't want to
Party with her
Friends
She just want
To kick it with
Her gal..
The lifestyle
Talk to me nice now...

I carry
that kind of love
in my heart
that you will
never find
see some people
scared of they demons
I make friends
with mine
I might of bend
the truth
but I never lied
I need something
to feel alive when
I’m dead
inside all
my personal issues
I’m learning
to set aside
cause I planted
the seed and
people came
with pesticides
give y’all my
testimony
but never
will I testify

I hope you read and understand
I really need answers .
how does it feel to say
you love a girl while you don't ?
how does it feel to
promise that you will
never leave her
while you know you've already
planned to say goodbye ??
do you enjoy seeing
her sadly posts?
or you think she is just bored?
how do you feel
when she inbox you and you
don't respond
you just jump her message?
don't you think
she is probably
expecting you to answer?
would you enjoy it
if it was happening to you?
how could you be so cruel
so careless?  
Love isn't a joke
its something that
cheers up a soul.!
do you know that
when she listens
to music every line  
reminds her of you promised
to never leave her
to never hurt her
to take good care of her
to love her
she made you her first priority
she was proud of you.

Her name
versus
his name
Your name
versus
my name
Your tongue
versus
my lips
Their war
versus
our forbidden
Kiss
Bitter feuds
versus
sweet roses
A new desire
that exposes
Do I risk it
all and
deny my name
Will she do
the same
or is this
all a game

There you go again
Chasing hurt again
I'm starting to think y'all best friend
If not when you gonna put this madness to an end
Living in la la land because what you have is pretend
What's wrong with you
You to beautiful inside and out
To be going through what you going through
I see the potential in a good heart
Letting some idiot that don't deserve you steady rip u apart
If its not verbal its physical
She beats you up with his cruel words
The most hurtful one your poor ears have ever heard
But yet and still you stay
But you complain every day
About the same thing
And you speak up
Your eye is left with a ring
Now you cover up your eye
So no one can see how she hurt you
Its sad she treats dirt better than you
But yet you stay saying I love him. And he'll change someday
I just pray that you live to see that someday.
Probably not going this way

The sun
Is glad to see your face,
Your unseen grace,
Your Hidden space,
Your
Silhouette now covered in sun beams.
It seems
You've been
Packed away for a very long time
Its almost a crime how you've
Shielded yourself from her hydrogenity.
The sun
Is glad to see your smile
Your pearly whites
And colorless lips
Soft,
Too cold,
needing,
Craving,
warmth.
Her
Golden fingers graze your cheek
And Bring life back to your pallor.
Who knew
Living as a recluse would make you so blue,
So unidentifiable?
She Brings you back from the dead
Pulling your soul back out
into your flesh.
Fresh
And healed,
At least Temporarily
But it
is enough,
Her touch,
To liven your now tanning skin
To Make you akin to her own:
A sunflower
Trapped in the dark
3 inches tall instead of 3 feet
Now starting to grow beyond skyscrapers with her aid,
if the light is what's causing you to
Stand up straight
Her heat is what is reviving your heartbeat
A Crescendo from silence to a slight pitter patter
Almost as soft as rain.
Almost as if crying.
If you listen hard enough,
You just might hear it wimpering, waking up from it's hibernation.
It
Wants to go back to sleep
But she
Refuses to give up her efforts of recesitation
For she knows it isn't for naught,
For she knows that it is working,
Your heart stirring
Beating
Louder as you step further out of the door frame
Let her
Cradle your soul with her firey hands
Let her
Bring you back from the dead.
You Look so much more alive when you let her work her magic on you.
The world
Has missed you.
Looking around,
Your mind starts whirring,
Analysing The outside world.
The Green of the grass and the
Blue of the sky,
All Graces of the solar angel shining over you,
Shining into you.
Giving you sight,
Giving you life,
Giving you the things you couldn't have before.
Let her
Golden happiness seep into your freezing bones,
And,
Turn them into torches
And burn brighter, in the daylight
Than you ever did in the darkness

When you love someone,
you will do anything for them.
If the sound of your voice
keeps them sane,
Then you would talk forever.
If the touch of your skin
on theirs kept them happy,
You would hold them
as tight as possible forever.
If it makes them happy
for you to go away,
Then you would move
to another country
Because you see,
When you love someone,
you would do anything
for them to be happy,
Even if it means you
sacrifice your
own happiness

The girl that no one really
like, the girl with
stuttering problem
that they made fun of,
the girl they hated
on cause she was
shorter than others,
the girl who left,
the girl came back,
the girl she grew to be,
the young woman
who stretched her
hands to the ppl in need,
the young woman
with the heart of gold,
The soon realize
who she was
They soon seen
what she became
I am her and she's me

A poet

I let you
Tell me
what
Was right
I lost myself
Standing
In the light
I felt I’d
Never, ever
win the fight  
So I changed up
Just for you to like
This me
with no
apologies
I’m exactly
Who I wanna be
This me with
No
apologizes
But we still
Good
Just don’t
wanna be
Misunderstood
All the courage
That’s inside of me
I’m exactly who,
I wanna be now
That you’re woke
Wake up out of
Your twisted fantasy
This is me

I hope you read and understand
I really need answers .
how does it feel to say
u love a girl while you don't ?
how does it feel to
promise that u will
never leave her
while u know you've already
planned to say goodbye ??
do u enjoy seeing
her sadly posts?
or you think she is just bored?
how do you feel
when she inbox u and you
don't respond
u just jump her message? don't you think
she is probably
expecting u to answer?
would u enjoy it
if it was happening to u?
how could you be so cruel
so careless?  Love isn't a joke
its something that
cheers up a soul.!
do you know that
when she listens to music
every line reminds her
of you promised
to never leave her
to never hurt her
to take good care of her
to love her
she made u her first priority
she was proud of you.

It’s all right
We can play
Again
Do you want to
Play again
Used to be
Scared
To go off
On my own
Always looking
For somewhere
I could belong
But life’s too
Short
If I’m honest
To hide from
Fears
in the darkness
Tomorrow’s
Never been
Promised
I’ll make the most
Of now
To chase your heart
And reach the stars
And moon

I’m suffering in silence
Because you don’t
Want to be a inconvenience
What about me
I have no medial training
But I got to do open
Heart surgery on myself
So I don’t become bitter
And folk don’t know
That I’m really broken
& hurt
What about me
They ruin my life
And go on as
If nothing has happened
And here I am
Picking up the pieces
And I’m the one
That loves you
What about

A symbiotic
relationship
The compromise
The sacrifice
The service
Now no one
Is no one
Else’s responsibility
To make you feel
Good about you
You cannot completely &
Totally rely on you spouse
For validation for self
Love but to the extend
You add to
there life
You add security
You add levels
Of happiness

Ten months in
Everything
should
Still be
new
I’m curious
Curiosity
Is that you
Looking at
her shirt
You chose that
grey shirt
today it brings out
the flex in your eyes
I’m curious why’d you
pick they color

Love is a
funny thing
Yea it’s
gonna hurt
But when you
Loves
somebody
Unconditionally
And unselfishly
You want
to see that
Person
happy
even if
It’s not
with  you