You left me
Stranded
Looking like
A fool
Other lights
Alone are blue
You said one thing
And did another
Didn't you
Know this
I
Refuse to be blue
Don't try to
Deny it
You know
It's true
The shame
Is on you
I'm your
Woman
Stand up for me
No apologies for
Days and weeks
A promise is big
Enough
You left me stranded
& Blue..

I didn't
Know
Love
Was born
Then I
Saw you
Coming at me
Dang you
Look dangerous
I don't want
To fight
No more
Breaking
Stuff that's
So sentimental
Push & Pull
Is all we do
Life is hallow
I love you

She
Told
Me my
truth
Laid the
Road for me
A rich woman
Destiny
She saw it
Without
Me
Run rivers dry
Right through
The ages prove
If it was another way
To do this I would've
Welcome it
They have no clue
I will not lose
All ships dock
All tides wane
Every beginning
Has an end

Im so glad
The troubles
Don't last
So, so glad
Troubles don't
Last forever
If it's
An offering
You know
I'll bring it
Cause you so worthy
So, so worthy
Of all praise
My life for you
I'm gonna live it
Every ounce I get.

Have you ever
Felt yourself
Drowning
Beneath the surface
I'll jump
In the deep
End with you
Just know
I want let
You drown
It's the best
Feel so put
It in the dirt
I don't want to
Leave
So don't let
Me go

Life is amazing
But at times
It gets crazy
Everywhere
Trouble follows me
Lately, life been crazy
Been a victim of trouble
I struggle from
Decisions I've made
Wanna get away
From everything I know
Start over & even change
My name
Every turn around
I lose someone
Close
I can't take no more
I just wanna
Run away
I just feel trouble
Follows me
Don't think I'm
Foolish but
Im not gonna let you
the victim
We all make bad decisions
But it's how
We get through
With time you will
Be fine
Got to believe
You will make
It .
Trouble follows me

Pull up
Oh my God
She come
Up oh so fly
To the pearl
She all on me
So ****
She feeling on me
She know that
I'ma do with her
She don't want to
Party with her
Friends
She just want
To kick it with
Her gal..
The lifestyle
Talk to me nice now...

Loving woman is dangerous
I ain't got another
heart break in me .
May we all find
true love.
Why did you learn
to love me
so late
now you
begging for me back
When she knows
I'm the one
that got away,
now it's too late...
Let's hope
when I do
these love
thing again
she learns
to love me
the first
time around,
I fell in love
with myself
and I wish that for
her too.

Engery doesn’t lie
Language is primitive
somebody
That
Talk good
To you
And trick
Your mind
That’s why
Suspect evil
Of no one
Until you
see it
Once you
see it
Forget
it not
For once
An enemy
Could never
Be a friend

I'm just trying
to win,
the best way
I know how.
I don't want to
hurt nobody &
I don't
want to get in
anybody's way.
I'm in my own lane
& I'm doing
the best
I can...

I’m having
A great time
With myself
I love myself
I do
For the
First time
In my life
I can cry
I love myself
I’m learning
To love myself
More
See, going
Get my nails & feet done
That not loving yourself
That’s just
Maintenance
You ain’t by
Yourself
With
Yourself
When you get
By
Yourself
Sometimes
The thoughts
Would be
So loud
You can’t even
Stand you
Own
Self

I’m not a lot
But I’m the
Best person
I feel like
Anybody
Will have
In they life
And that’s friends
And relationship
So if we didn’t
Get into a
Relationship
It was for the
Best
Everything happens
For a reason

Inspired by the
Way you think
Motivated
By how you
Overcome
All your struggles
And I like
That you
Never lost
You’d wild side
Even through
You made it
Out the jungle
I wish you could
See yourself
The way I see
You
Then again it’s
Probably things
You see in me
That I see right
Though
But I see
A light in
You
That could
Probably
Make heaven
Jealous

How you
expecting
A woman to
Be your
Peace
When you
Treating
Her like a
Piece of garage
You like be my
Peace
But all you
Do is
bring pieces
Of heartache
Pieces of
Cheating
Pieces of
Misunderstanding
Pieces of
Anger
In her life
All you doing
Is bringing
Pieces of
Storms in
Her life
& you
Screaming
Be my peace
Cover me be
My umbrella
But you raining
******* on
Her life
Everyday
She’s in
Yours
You say be
My peace
When you
Her chaos
You her
Nightmare

She was promised
the best
But
settled for less
All she brought
Her was stress
But wanted
Respect
She done
Built this life
All by herself
So if you ain’t
Loyal
She
Don’t need yo
Help

Don’t wanna be
Stone cold
I wish I could
Mean this but,
My here’s my
Goodbye
Oh I’m
Happy
For you
Know that
I am
Even if I
Can’t understand
If happy
Is her
I’m happy
For
You

It’s all right
We can play
Again
Do you want to
Play again
Used to be
Scared
To go off
On my own
Always looking
For somewhere
I could belong
But life’s too
Short
If I’m honest
To hide from
Fears
in the darkness
Tomorrow’s
Never been
Promised
I’ll make the most
Of now
To chase your heart
And reach the stars
And moon

If somebody that
You married
Doesn’t want you
To fly to
Your highest
How could you
Ever
Go to sleep
With them again
That means that
Even in the bed
The *** ain’t what
It should be
They’re
Not fully
Passionate
About
Everything
Passionate
In you

I want a woman
That won’t me
She don’t need me
& I don’t need her
But I want her
We want each
Other
Because
A wise woman
Told me that
To want somebody
That more powerful
Than to need them
So I want to want
Somebody
And I want
That person
To want me

I’m suffering in silence
Because you don’t
Want to be a inconvenience
What about me
I have no medial training
But I got to do open
Heart surgery on myself
So I don’t become bitter
And folk don’t know
That I’m really broken
& hurt
What about me
They ruin my life
And go on as
If nothing has happened
And here I am
Picking up the pieces
And I’m the one
That loves you
What about

I wanna know
are you safe
with love
I wanna know
if I can trust you
with love
I want to know
if I tell you my secrets
will you respect
me in the morning
Don’t use my
Talk against
That will just
Silence me

Lost summers
here as we
both bathe in
sweet sin
Leave it to me,
I’ll give you
Something
To believe in.
Serving ***
With some
Mangos on the side
Personal space
& privacy
No longer
Exists around
Me

Her name
versus
his name
Your name
versus
my name
Your tongue
versus
my lips
Their war
versus
our forbidden
Kiss
Bitter feuds
versus
sweet roses
A new desire
that exposes
Do I risk it
all and
deny my name
Will she do
the same
or is this
all a game

I carry
that kind of love
in my heart
that you will
never find
see some people
scared of they demons
I make friends
with mine
I might of bend
the truth
but I never lied
I need something
to feel alive when
I’m dead
inside all
my personal issues
I’m learning
to set aside
cause I planted
the seed and
people came
with pesticides
give y’all my
testimony
but never
will I testify

I had my heart
wide-open
once before
but not anymore
the person
I left it open
too shattered
it to the core
left pieces
of it all over the floor
someone
I trusted
completely
with it
who I truly
adored
treated it like
it was worthless
feels like
their intentions
was to
break it on
purpose

I was afraid
of you losing you,
until I realized you
never really belonged
to me
in the first place
because even
though my heart
was with you
yours
was with
everything and everyone
else so instead
of being afraid
to lose you
I sat back
and watched
you lose me

When I run
I’m running
Into your arm
And when I sing
I’m singing to
Your heart
I feel you near
In my moments
Of fear but
When I open
Up my eyes
I see it clear
It’s only in
My dreams
That you are
Here
You’re not
Here

You and I
wasn’t
suppose
To happen
but
I won’t
be mad
If it happens
again
I stumble
Sometimes
I lay awake
At night
I drink and I cry
Cause I’m
Only strong
Sometimes
I’m okay with
Losing my mind
Sometimes
That’s why
I only
Feel strong
Sometimes  
You and

I ask myself
The same question
Every day
In the face
Of certain death
Would I make
The same choice
Will I give
Into the side
Of my over
Cautious mother?
Or will I rise
To the side
Of my brave father?
Whose courage got
Him killed ?
And even through
I was too young
To really know him
I’ll do anything
To be like my
Father
Just don’t ask
Me to risk my life
For my work
Because that’s what
I’m most afraid of

One kiss
Is never
Enough from you
So perfect there’s
No way there
Could be two
You hold me down
Like an anchor,
I swear
So if there’s a
Storm I ain’t
Going no where
All I want and all
I need is
your loving next to me
So take my heart
And you can keep it
Cause I believe that
I’m yours

Take a hard look
In the mirror
Do you see
The trace
Where once
Was your face
Now is fading
Stranger in
the mirror
Don’t know
Who you are
Nothing left
But the
Broken glass
It’s never been
So clear
Why I’m
Standing here
I need to make
A change

Angel cried
But her tears
We’re left undried
The words
We’re left unspoken
No clouds my
Wings are broken
Now my heads
At war
Do I just let
Go of what
I see
The night
A stranger died
Is when she found
Herself inside
Like a pearl
Deep in the ocean
You’ll never find a
Tear your eyes
are open

Treat
me right
Do
me right
Love
me right
All night
Hold
me tight
Never lie
Feel so right
You
&
I

Running out
Of time
I can’t wait
Feels out
Of place
When I’m
Not with
You
Something
Bout you
I can’t erase
I cannot
Replace
Even if I
Wanted to
You make me
Feel so right
You give me
Peace of
Mind

Must be to
Love you
You tell me
You’ll keep me
Close to you
And all
You ask is
Dedicate my
Heart to you
It my pleasure
To give you
All of me
It’s the love
I have that
Keeps me
You’re so
Good to me
I can’t image
Losing you
No there’s
No one
That can
Compare to
You

If I knew the
Girl
Next door
Would’ve been
you
I would’ve
Been nice
too you
A little
More kind
Too you
I’ve would’ve
Looked twice
Depending on
How close
We were
We would’ve
Been in love

I just wanna be loved
by one female
who’s really down
for me and only me,
only has eyes for me,
wouldn’t let ANYTHING
come between us.
I just want someone
that will never
let me fall asleep wondering
if I still matter...
I want an old fashioned
kind of love.
And I don’t mean
I want to be courted,
It’s the kind of love
that seeps
through your
every vein.
The kind of love
that is entle
and innocent.
The kind of love
that doesn’t ever
stop even when
the other person’s
heart stops..
I want the kind of love
that is just as strong
fifty years later
from the first meeting.
I want my heart
to beat out of
my chest every single
time I see this
person smile at me.
And I want to
remember all
the first times.
And all the milestones
we have gotten
through together..
and I want the kind
of love that is worth missing.
That’s so worth it,
even when you
lose this person.
I want the kind
of love that
I would never ever regret.
I want the kind of
love that breathes
even when
I can’t anymore.
Because if I ever find
this kind of love,
I won’t need anything else

I don’t know what
You doing
if this
Message reach you
I want you to know
I pray for you
Not just today
But on a daily
I pray that God
Keep your soul
Cleanse & most
Of all I hope he
Keeps your mind
At peace & at ease
With everything
That surrounds you
I’m praying that
I’m becoming the
Woman that
you need
Also praying
that I know
How to love
you correctly
With you I don’t
want to
get it wrong
No more
With you I
Want
some thing
Different
If the this
message
Reach you
I pray for you

Yeah I got
trust issues
But
Truth be told
I’m scared
I’m scared
To give
A hundred percent
I’m scared
Of being invested
In one person
I’m scared
Of being so
In love
With you
Just for
one day
To come
And you be
In love with
Somebody else
And that’s
my biggest
Fear
you dig

Ever went to sleep
But woke up tired
The mind was never
Quite the mind
Never received true
Risk but I’m not happy
But I am at peace
Right now I’m
Tell you my
Pure peace
I never been
The things that
I’m doing right now
Is amazing to me

I don’t want
to
move fast
I want to
Move correctly
If it’s something
That’s gonna
Take us a
Year to make
That’s fine
Maybe even take
ten years
To make
I just don’t want to
waste no time
Longevity

They say money
the root of all
evil
it just depend
on who you’re
asking
cause that money
could turn that frown
upside down,
turn that crying
into laughing
it’s all about
your hustle
your hustle
can get you
rich
your hustle
can make a woman
who ain’t never
showed you no love
go to wanting
all your time
your hustle
can take you far
if you have a
strong mind see,
we living in a time
where loyalty
that seldom seen,
where the one
you love will cross
you it’s all bout
how you play
your hand

It’s something
about you
That’s so
familiar
Something
that’s got me
wanting to
know you
and I
can’t put my
fingers on it
but it feels
oh like;
I’ve been here
before it something
about you that
makes me
wonder I swear
I met you
but you’re a
stranger and I
can’t put
my finger
on quite
what it is

See the un-rise  
Before you speak
God
****
I couldn’t
breathe
Yea,
I’m scared
What I’m
gonna through
When it rains
I been
seeing you
The days
Never
really move
Sunrise before
You speak
You know it’s me
Goin through
what
You love
You’re
heavy on me
That’s
two nights
Fantastic
City we saw
From the
backseat

What if there is no
limit to what we can do?
What if there is an
overflow of
everything
we need pouring
out of us....⁣
Would it change
how we do things? ⁣
Would we be
more confident? ⁣
Less afraid?
What if you could
walk on water ⁣
and every time
you open your
eyes you see infinity?⁣
What if all this t
is already true?

I let you
Tell me
what
Was right
I lost myself
Standing
In the light
I felt I’d
Never, ever
win the fight  
So I changed up
Just for you to like
This me
with no
apologies
I’m exactly
Who I wanna be
This me with
No
apologizes
But we still
Good
Just don’t
wanna be
Misunderstood
All the courage
That’s inside of me
I’m exactly who,
I wanna be now
That you’re woke
Wake up out of
Your twisted fantasy
This is me

Ten months in
Everything
should
Still be
new
I’m curious
Curiosity
Is that you
Looking at
her shirt
You chose that
grey shirt
today it brings out
the flex in your eyes
I’m curious why’d you
pick they color

We finally
got settled
And things
to do
Then it got
******
Hitting the
spots
That I
also do
She love’s
when
we wrestle
Secrets in
my respite
In my bed;
secrets
We don’t
speak
Stay left
unsaid
Let’s talk
about
Love

Our neighbors
Are often
Our best
teachers
They teach
us to find
Joy in
turbulent times
Sometimes
they’re where
We learn
Compassion
And empathy
being a good
Neighbor
mean mastering
The arts
Of selflessness
and compromise
Our neighbors
help us
Define and
redefine
Our concept
of family

Love is a
funny thing
Yea it’s
gonna hurt
But when you
Loves
somebody
Unconditionally
And unselfishly
You want
to see that
Person
happy
even if
It’s not
with  you