I never had a problem
With humbling
Nobody
See what you
Didn’t understand
When you gravitate
Yourself to me
You didn’t understand
You saw my price
You saw my work
You saw my value
Apparently somewhere
In there the spirit of God
Dropped somewhere
in you heart
And show you this
girl not only is she
A mechanic she can
fix things she
didn’t break
She’s also a doctor
she can heal
Someone she never hurt
Sometimes it’s a
blessing and a cures
I’m cool with the
blessing but I
don’t like the cures
now I got to leave
you in a situation
To humble you
in a different type of way
But don’t ever
treat me like
I’m a option
Because I with
opt you out

You’re so
sweet to me
Your touch makes
me calm
yet so fearless
Your presence makes
me feel so ****
yet so vulnerable
Every look,
every kiss,
every touch,
every prayer
let’s me know
God secures us
Me and You

While there
are guys
In here
who looked
At a guy
like you
all they
Saw was
the color of
his
Skin
There are people
out there
Who look at
me and all they
See is the
color of my
uniform
So you would expect
to know how a
black man feel;
but they don’t
because they get to
take there uniform off

Let me undress
your mind
And make
love to you mentally
Penetrate your soul
Connect with
u intellectually
Lemme deep
dive inside you
And Baby-
I don’t mean sexually
Listen, you are
a Queen
You are worth
more than *** to me
I’d rather massage
ya scalp
While u relax-
laying next
to me
Your heart
is my peace
Nothin about
u stresses me
I am so thankful
God never stops
blessing me
I am so grateful

The reality is,
I didn’t truly
love my ex,
although
I loved her
hard I loved
who I painted
her to be.
I loved the
idea of us
& what she
could become.
If I had accepted her
for who she really was,
I wouldn’t have
loved her at all.

Without
you
I’m tossed
about
Lonely
can’t live
Without
tryin to
Find
my way

Treat me so bad
But she feel
So good
Know you
Do me bad
Baby take me
Down
Like you should
Ought to know
You had it good
a girl gone
Bad but you
Feel so good
Not just anybody
You can play
With my emotions
Baby; you know
You drive me crazy
Never raised that
But not gained for
After that I paid for
Act as if it’s not
A game

When you love,
you get hurt.
When you
get hurt,
you hate.
When you hate,
you try to forget.
When you
try to forget,
you start missing.
And when you
start missing,
you'll eventually
fall in love again.

I want you
You want me
I don’t wanna
Do you wrong
Ima give you my all
And I’m always keep
It real just
Gotta tell me
How you feeling
If we ain’t got
No trust
Then I ain’t got
No feelings
You say you need my love
We ain’t got no limits
Said if we ain’t got trust
We ain’t really got nothing

Can I lay
This burden
down
Who’s gonna
Take it up
For me
I’m a river
I keep running on
I’m a pillar
You’re used to
Leaning on
Just this once
Can I lay this
Burden down
Can you
take up for me
When you run
me in the ground
That’s the day
you’re gonna see
all I’ve done
I’m alone
Just for a moment
Could I not be strong
Wish I knew how
to lay this
burden down

I don’t
wanna make
An empty
promise
I ain’t
got time
To tell
you lies
I ain’t gonna
Pull you
Through the
darkness
But I can
show you
Where to
find a light

I never said
I was perfect
I just try to
Live the best life
I can
So many times
Wounded
So many times
Heart broken
By a woman
She knew I loved
Her
That woman, that
Woman she
knew I cared
She knew
I would have died
For her and
now she’s gone
And I’m alone
and that’s
just isn’t fair

Your not a
wife when
I marry you
You’re a
wife when
I find you
You become
My
Wife
When I marry you
A wife is not
the presence
Of a ring
It’s the presence
Of your character
Too many woman
Want to be married
But you walking
In the spirit
Of girlfriend

sweet love
It’s the
Only thing
That there just
Too little of
What the world
Needs now
No, not just
For some
But for everyone
What the world
Needs love,
Sweet love

In a new place
With the same face
But nothing
Is familiar to me
But there a strong rush
In the winds touch
And it bringing
Out the woman
In me I know
That you’re
Out there somewhere
Waiting on a deeper
Connection now I’m
Lookin to my left
Searchin on my right
Cause we could be
The greatest adventure
I’m ready come and find me
I’m not gonna hide, got the sun
On my side it’s heady
Cause I finally open
For the one

A symbiotic
relationship
The compromise
The sacrifice
The service
Now no one
Is no one
Else’s responsibility
To make you feel
Good about you
You cannot completely &
Totally rely on you spouse
For validation for self
Love but to the extend
You add to
there life
You add security
You add levels
Of happiness

she isn't the easiest girl to love.
She has this bad habit
of overthinking,
she tends to overreact
more than she should
and
she gets a little insecure
every once in a while.
She'll be needy for your attention,
she'll want to literally
take up all of your time,
and she'll require
a lot of reassurance.
If anything,
she is everything
you wouldn't
want in a girlfriend.
She isn't capable
of fully trusting you,
she doesn't know
when to stop
fighting with you
even if she's wrong,
and she has no
problem pushing
you away
if she feels like you're
close to hurt her.
Loving her will
stress you out,
loving her will
make you angry,
loving her will
break your heart at times,
loving her will test you,
loving her will challenge you,
and loving her
will change you.
It may get so
demanding that you'll
be tempted to walk away,
it may get so hard
that you'll think
about giving up,
and it may get so
complicated that you won't
want to deal
with her anymore.
Loving her means
you get to see her
at her worst and most
vulnerable and that is
something that you'll
have be strong enough
to handle because
she needs someone
who's patient
enough to understand
why she is who she is today.
It's not gonna be
an easy relationship with her.
But if she is in love with you,
then she can promise
that you'll be loved
with such passion
and intensity that
you'll forget what life
felt like before she
came along because
she'll always be there
to put your heart
back together after
breaking it.
Maybe she's not the
best at being loved,
but she's pretty
amazing at loving.

I’m light
headed
Like a kite
baby
I’m might
maybe
get life
Baby
My light shady
My rice gravy
My nights daily
My life crazy

If you love her
Never fill
her ears
With lies
Her mouth
With words
Her eyes
With tears
Her mind
With
confusion
Or her heart
With pain

Forever isn’t
forever
So just be
My baby
Whenever &
If **** goes
Sideways
Just be
My friend
Til we get
Back together

Make her promises
without breaking them
Love her
without hurting her
Uplift her
without putting her down
Compliment her
without Degrading her
Claim her
without throwing
in her face you have options
Encourage her
without discouraging her
Spoil her
without neglecting
her emotionally
Build with her
without breaking her down
Become her fairytale
without being her night mare
Add to her life
without subtracting from it
Last but not least
be the person you
were in the
beginning
WITHOUT
CHANGING UP ON HER!!!

They showed you they
were a player
before they
cheated
They showed you
how hard it was
to tell the truth
before they became a
liar
They showed you
how Good they were
with their words
before they became
a maniuplator
They called you a *****
before they became
an abuser
They showed interest
in your friends
before they slept
with them
They showed you
they weren't ****
before they
reminded you
ever day

Her eyes
Stole my heart;
Her smile
Gave me life;
Her presence
Made me high;
Her touch
Left me
Breathless

She was loyal while you cheated
She motivated you when you discouraged her
She held you up when you put her down
She lost good friends behind you and you slept with yours behind her
She gave you everything you wanted and you ignored everything she needed
She spoiled you in every way while you neglected her emotionally
She fought your demons with you and you threw your demons on her
She made sacrifices when you couldnt make compromises
She stood up for a relationship that you disrespected on a daily
She changed for you while you changed up on her
She wiped away your tears while you placed new ones on her face
She planned a future with you while you planned one with someone else
She put you first while you put her last
She made you an priority while you made her an option

Many have
said no,
No
I don’t
choose the
Path of
wild and
Radical
And
Authentic
Love,
Even though
I know I’m
Dying without
It
I think I’ll
Just settle for
Good enough

When I tell people
I have my time
In the Sun
Now I am the
Sun
Roll up
On me
And you
gonna blow
a feud
Don’t
roll up
On me unless
You leading
with love
Because I do
that everyday
I’m not perfect
I make mistakes
But I try to
lead with love
That enough

Ripping the image
of our future
together
from my thoughts
as violently
and as brutally
as if it were a
child being taken
from his mothers
arms I’m left
surrounded in darkness
but I refuse
to be swallowed
by it my
loneliness
like the night air
invisible
to the eye obvious
to the touch
it is cold
uncomfortableness
yet if I could
do it all over
again I’d
do it in the
same skin
I’m in to lay
down and
let love die just
stay down and
let love lie no,
no not

Many
have
said no,
No
I don’t
choose the
Path of
wild and
Radical
And
Authentic
Love,
Even though
I know I’m
Dying
without
It
I think I’ll
Just settle for
Good enough

Im a child of a man
And
Woman
But I’m not a child
Im a Woman
I’m a child of invention
But I’m not a child
I’m creative
I’m a child of God
But I’m not a child
I’m spiritual
Im a child of love
But I’m not a child
I am loving
I’m a child of a man
And
Woman
But..
I’m not a child

Ripping the image
of our future
together
from my thoughts
as violently
and as brutally
as if it were a
child being taken
from his mothers
arms I’m left
surrounded in darkness
but I refuse
to be swallowed
by it my
loneliness
like the night air
invisible
to the eye obvious
to the touch
it is cold
uncomfortableness
yet if I could
do it all over
again I’d
do it in the
same skin
I’m in to lay
down and
let love die just
stay down and
let love lie no,
no not I

It’s her energy
that makes me
want to do more
Her smile
that gives me
happiness
Her boss mentality
that keeps me
motivated
Her love
that can’t
be compared
Finally;
for once I’m
100% sure

I’m just trying to escape
Live to fight another day
Poor choices,
bad karma
Causing the threat,
more drama
Wild nights
and
crazy days
Should’ve known
There
Was a price to pay
There
Was a life I lived
Got myself into
So much *******
Cant believe
Some of the things
I did; but everything
I gotta live with it

It was silly of me
to think we
could co exist
I remember
we were
once tight
like a bald fist
A bond so strong
Thought you
was so right
And Couldn’t
do me no wrong
That was then
But I know now
And to stop you
from hurting me
I now know how
I had to block
you from my heart
And keep you
out of my mind
And even if
I’m hurting severely
Inside
I gotta let you think
I’m doing just fine.

In the Time
Half- truths
told and entire lies
My conscience
echos thunder
In a time
when kingdoms
come,
joy is brief
and summers fun
Happiness
it’s race has run
Then pain stalks
in to plunder

How to find my
soul to home
Where water
is not thirsty
and bread loaf
is not stone
I came up
with one thing,
and I don’t
believe
I’m wrong
That nobody,
but nobody,
can make
It out here alone

I love being
in love,
False.
I love
being love,
I love
being loved.
I love being
treated kindly,
and being able
to show someone
I care for them.
I love the
thought of love,
but I never faked it
I love the thought
of marriage
even when mines
failed miserably;
but why shouldn’t?
Love is what
I was born to project
and that’s
the impression
I will leave
when I pass.
I’m willing to
be in love
and stay in
love as long as
it’s within me

Make up
your mind
And do
what you're
gonna do
Well you
know how
I feel
So I'm
leaving it
up to you

Your Love
Like craters
on the moon
Your love
has made
its mark
When you
crashed into
my heart
You hit
me like a
shooting star

With someone who
wants you,
Who waits
for you
who understands
you even in
the madness
someone who
helps you
and guides you
someone who
is your support
your hope
fall in love
with someone
who talks
to you after
a fight
fall in love
with someone who
misses you and
wants to be
with you
Don’t fall
in love only
with a face
or with the idea
of being in love

It's all so confusing.
my pain seems
to linger feeding your
amusement.
Everytime I try
to heal your heart
you just take mine
and use it.
I tried to pull you
into me to show
you we can do this.
But what's the point
of love if
only lust seems
to move it.
giving you all my body
with intent
to show and prove it
and all
you seem to think is  
Yeah shorty
let's me abuse it.
And now i've
taken all the
pieces of me...
with love I placed
them in you carefully.
and now with
nothing left of me.
you say it's
nothing there to be

When I was little
I thought love
was about red roses
and expensive dinners.
Truth is,
love is giving her half
your fries when
she said she
wasn’t hungry.
Love waking up to
4am to her snoring
and refraining
from shoving
her off the bed.
It’s taking in accents
just to make her
laugh and trying
to embrace
one another in public.
It’s going on
adventures
and making
fun of each other.
It’s stupid fights
and
memorable makeups.
Love isn’t
pretty and romantic.
Love is just
stumbling through
life with your
best friend

I never
got the chance
to experience
you remember
You treated
my heart
cold as
December
I still can’t
get your bitter
taste out my mouth
You made
me strive
to be greater
So I’m thanking you
For me not
feeling myself
by hooking up with you
Because of you
I stepped my game up
So the way
you treated
me cold as
December
My ego made
me remember.

Let me take
your hand in
mine and be your safe haven ...
take you places
you have never
been a new found love creating.
with maturity comes
great wisdom never
wont you behind
but always beside me .
let me love to love
you on this carefree
journey let me  
give without taking...
let me be what you need .
completing all of you...
why we embark
on this forever
unfolding eternity.

As deep as
our love was,
my self love is deeper.
Yeah I want you,
but I don’t need you.
I wanted to take
care of your heart,
but I needed that
real from the start.
Let’s grow together
and have some kids,
a few dogs and
a nice *** crib I said.
I’m on hers
and hers type of ****,
**** Jordan’s
and lame ****.
I’m talking about stocks,
vacations and savings.
But you played instead

sometimes id wonder why .
our seasonal
love song cry...
hearts intertwine
by something
so amazing
but yet we are
politcally imperfect
unforgiving eyes gazing.
gazing into our love ...
judging loving
hating contiplating souls .
but as time flies
by the deeper our love grows

I love loving you.
I no longer
want to be  
in love with the wounded.
And I no longer
want to be your shield.
I have bathed
in these waters
for much too
long and now
I want to
submerge shed free

your love water
the seeds of
my affection....
basking in the
ambience of what
I thought was bliss...
holding on to
every syllable
of your body language,  
wanting things that
probably will
never really exist...
wanting you
turning into forgetting me...
but needing these
parts of you that always
seemed to complete me...

For it was
in the madness
of the night with
the moon
guiding my thoughts
that I lay
here and pour
out my heart,
lay out my flaws,
while trying to express
to you the depths
of my feelings...
Even with me
reaching deep
letting my feeling
take the lead ..
I still don’t see
how u could ever
believe that loving
you wasn’t
good enough for me .
when time  
after after time..
i continued to
give u all me ....

My own happiness
at a young age
by loving
someone else
more then
Myself.

Down-time
Spare-time
Part-time
Or sometime
If they can’t
be there
for you all
the time,
they’re not
even worth
your time...