Let's write a story
of you and I,
and all the things
we whisper at night

Our hopes and dreams
the castle we'll own
when we leave this town
to make it on our own

The jobs we'll have
the people we'll meet
the shop we'll own
on an odd and quirky street

You'll be the chef,
I'll be the waitress,
I'll let you be the boss sometime
if I'm feeling so gracious

Then a few years pass by
all is going well
Out of the blue you're on one knee
Enchanting me with your spell.

The wedding is oh so beautiful
sending guests home in awe
After the honeymoon,
the emotions are still so raw

We save and we save
till we're blue in the face
Till we buy our first home
filled with gorgeous green landscape

And then we'll have kids
no gender preffered
They'll grow up surrounded
By love and and kindly words

And they'll write their own story
with someone special they meet
They'll start a brand new book,
the journeys all they need

I'll spend the rest of mine with you
till I'm fresh out of ink
because this life will pass you by
within a simple blink.

"Let's create a religion"
He beamed with a smile
drawing some semi ******* figures
upon my newly decorated wall

And now, two days later
I'm smiling at your
saviour, christened
Memesus.

I miss you
I wish you
Were not
Exactly you
I wish you could be
A better version
Of almost exactly you

help.
it's my seventeenth birthday today
what shall I wear?
do i even care?
i'd just like to stay in bed.

Help.
It's my seventeenth birthday today
Now I'll dress up
And put on all my makeup.
And try to forget the dread.

Help!
It's my 17th birthday today.
She said I have to mature
Like a grown up, I'm sure.
But I can't let it go to my head.

help.
its my seventeenth birthday today
i dont want to party,
or pretend to be smart
I just want to stay in bed.

An expression of my depression
"How can you be so sad?"
"You live a lovely life"
"No reason to be mad"

The variety of my anxiety
"But you seem so calm and normal"
"It's really not a big deal"
"The way you're acting is just awful!"

So let me cut open my chest so that you can just see
The pain, the angst, the happiness amongst the misery.