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Desi Sep 2018
I woke up screaming your name again.
I’ve driven down back roads screaming lyrics to our favorite songs.if I could scream the memory of you out of me, I would.
That’s not to say I wish You were gone,But to say maybe things would be easier if you were. Sometimes I say I wish I’d never met you ,then I remind myself how bitter sweet it is to have the memory of us. When I tell you how sad I am you always tell me to distance myself from you. But if I did that I’d only be more sad; however, talking to you makes me feel close again and I know I can’t be, I’ll never gain that feeling back. Sometimes we talk like we’re best friends and I think about the times we had together. You still make me laugh like the first time we met and I still cry like the last time you said you love me.
Desi Aug 2018
weeks feel like days now, but maybe that's because i'm used to waiting that long to hear from you.
but i should've guessed when you said you wouldn't be a stranger that's exactly what you became.
and when the weeks become months will i still cry for you my dear?
and when the months become years will i still think of you?
and when the thought of you fades will i still remember you?
When i forget you, will you remember me?
and when you remember me will it hurt?
Desi Aug 2018
lust hasn't felt the same since you left darling.
Desi Jul 2018
I think one of my favorite parts about our relationship is the times we spent in your car.
We could be driving to a random destination or parked at our favorite spot(s)

We always talked about the future
Or about what we meant to each other
Sometimes we’d rant about things that bothered us or sometimes we’d argue.

Those times in your car will forever be unforgettable.
The songs we sang at the top of our lungs like nobody was listening.

The songs I listen to when I cry.
The songs you’re probably showing her now.
The songs I’ll never forget, but wish I could.
Those songs that got us through all the ****.

Its crazy how far a little green car and good music can take two lost souls away from everything.
It’s crazy on how I confused my love for time spent with you and my love for you.

We may have been different
But the two things that will glue us together will forever remain.
Desi May 2018
I’ll be your giving tree
And when I can’t give anymore
I’ll keep giving

Destroy myself to make sure you’re alright
But don’t worry
I’m fine.
Desi May 2018
My family tells me to work it out.
"it was almost a year"
Everyone loves you so much I almost couldn't think of myself.
I couldn't take the arguing,
The alone feeling even though I had someone.
I had to be someone different.
you were good to me.
******* cared.
I wish you didn't.
The way you showed me love and the way I needed it, didn't meet.
I still care for you.
you're not the only one falling apart..
Desi May 2018
The thought of you circles in my mind.
The constant ticking of the watch your mother gave me ****** me off.
It's three am I haven't stayed up this late since we got together.
you always told me to go to bed.

a few months of a great relationship pass,
a new, horrible one emerges with the same person.
I tried to tell my self that its just a "rough patch"

Though you did do things for me,
still felt this was just a constant battle.

I felt like I was always fighting just to be myself.
I stopped telling you things I wanted to. 

Kissing you felt forced.
The way we touched felt alien.

Know that I don't blame you.
we brought out the worst in each other.
we brought out the monster we never thought we'd show anyone.
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