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Babygirl Jul 2017
The hands on the clock continuing ticking away.
There are so many things i have left to say.
The doctor has come in and gave us the look..
All the adults understand but somehow the kids haven't shook.
The end is near, and i demand more time!
We wasted the gift we were given, it’ll forever be our worst crime.
Babygirl Jul 2017
She passed away on April 17th, and a piece of me died too.
I woke up that morning and thought itd be a good day all the way through.
My aunt called me and said you should come she won’t make it through the night.
I fell to my knees because God please, no, mommy can’t lose that fight.
I cried the entire drive, because I knew what was about to come.
I whispered i love you as many times as possible, feeling numb.

Mommy, can you hear me?
Please tell me you can hear the words, tell me you can hear my plea.
I am begging for God to save her as i sit at her bed.
I get there it was already too late, she was already trapped in her own head
My heart breaks as i beg you to stay, to hold on a little while longer.
I don’t know how to live without her, she always made me stronger.

I woke up at 01:00 am to a text saying she had passed.
I laid back down and felt like every breath i would take is my last.
I can still remember the way she looked, lifeless under a sheet.
The pain you feel, nothing can beat.
I hide the pain in a shattered smile, and sorrowful eyes.
I wonder if she is looking down listening to my cries.
Babygirl Jun 2016
She sits in silence so no one will see.
She lays in her own tears because some days it hurts to be.
She is trying to keep the demons at bay...
She is holding so tightly onto broken words people say.
They're cutting her hands and soul, trying to help them all.
She would soon see, some you have to let fall.

Smile baby girl, don't let them catch on.
Keep it all inside, because soon you'll be gone.
Smile baby girl, the pain won't last long.
This is your life, a sad song.
Smile baby girl, I can see the pain showing through.
Don't let that smile falter, it's the most beautiful thing about you.

Do you still have the nightmares as you lay?
Do you wonder who would come to a funeral in May?
Think of how the cuts feel when pressed into your wrist.
You may smile beautifully, but you're shadow kissed.
You want life to end and to be over.
You have never had good luck; a three leaf clover.

Don't cry baby girl, I know you're in pain.
This is just a circle girl in a square frame.
Don't cry baby girl, when you watch your blood flow.
The world will stop and your heart will glow.
Don't cry baby girl, when you start to die.
Life will end, and you will fall into the sky.

She knows that death is near.
She knows that blade is the last thing to fear.
Her blade is warmth and the kindest friend.
He will bring about her most comfortable end.
She lay smiling in a pool of her own demise.
She smiles because she knows everybody dies.

An angel girl you have become.
Fallen from heaven, you return to where you're from.
An angel girl with a broken soul.
Your wings are cracked, your heart broken, but Heaven is still your goal.
An angel girl no longer on this plane.
She did it, she won, she had let all that's left of her life drain.
Babygirl Feb 2016
She sits in silence so no one will see.
She lays in her own tears because some days it hurts to be.
She is trying to keep the demons at bay...
She is trying so hard to hold onto broken glass as it lay.
Cutting her hands in the sharp edges of herself, taping it back.
She has lost her heart and had it broken so many times she lost track.

Smile baby girl, don't let them catch on.
Smile baby girl, because soon you'll be gone.
Smile baby girl, the pain won't last long.
Smile baby girl, life is a sad song.
Smile baby girl, I can see the pain showing through.
Smile baby girl, you know what to do!

Do you still have the nightmares as you lay?
Do you wonder who would come to a funeral in May?
Think of how the cuts feel when pressed into your wrist.
You may smile beautifully, but you're shadow kissed.
You want life to end and to be over.
You have never had good luck; a three leaf clover.

Don't cry baby girl, I know you're in pain.
Don't cry baby girl, this is just a sick game.
Don't cry baby girl, when you watch your blood flow.
Don't cry baby girl, when the world starts to glow.
Don't cry baby girl, when you start to die.
Don't cry baby girl, when you fall into the sky.

She knows that death is near.
She knows that blade is the last thing to fear.
That blade is warmth and her friend.
That blade will bring about her most comfortable end.
She smiles as she lay in a pool of her own demise.
She smiles because she knows when they see her funeral there won't be cries.

An angel girl you are.
An angel girl with a heart of scar.
An angel girl with broken wings.
An angel girl with a broken song to sing.
An angel girl no longer on this plane.
An angel girl whose soul is on Heavens train.
Babygirl Sep 2015
She sits in her room and remembers the empty words...
They swore they would save her, but she wants to soar with the birds.
One cut to make it stop hurting, to make it go away.
Two cuts, because she will pass out before she sees another day.
Three cuts, because two just isn't enough anymore.
Four, because this one will surely take her to Heavens door.

Hush Little Baby don't you cry..
Mommy swore she would never say goodbye..
Hush Little Baby don't say a word...
Daddy swore he would save you from the screams that went unheard.
Hush Little Baby don't you scream...
No one will be there to save you from the nightmares dream.

She wakes in a pool of her own blood, and it makes her cry.
She was hoping this time it would be it; she would finally die.
She cleans up the mess, because no one can know.
She smiles a smile with an angels glow.
They all think she is happy and fine.
Soon, she will be lost to it all, soon she will be Mine.

Hush Little Baby don't you close your eyes.
They were supposed to save you, now she says goodbyes.
Hush Little Baby don't you fall...
Death is coming and he will help you through it all.
Hush Little Baby don't you die...
Depression will take you and sing a lullaby.

It's to much, and there is nothing she can do...
She tried it all, but no one can here the screams...not even you.
She lays in bed and writes her goodbye.
She doesn't address it to anyone because no one will cry.
Once it's written she sets it down, she knows what to do..
She takes the pills and slices her wrists, she says goodbye to the ghost of you.

Hush Little Baby don't be sad.
They won't even notice, not your mom or dad.
Hush Little Baby don't fear the other side.
Your baby sister will be the one to find you had died.
Hush Little Baby don't feel bad...
You made your choice, it's to late to be sad.
Babygirl Aug 2015
Mirror Mirror on the wall...
Can you see the through the most broken of us all?
Can you look in my eyes and see the pain i hide.
Can you feel the pain of when i bit my tongue so hard i cried?
Mirror Mirror on the wall..
You're the one who can see when i drop the ball..

Mirror Mirror on the wall, can you see the darkness in us all?
Mirror Mirror on the wall, can you see the way i walk the tightrope about to fall.
Broken pieces of myself are all that you reflect back to me.
Pain and Anger all that seem to be...
Mirror Mirror on the wall, can you keep my darkest secret hidden?
Mirror Mirror on the wall, can you see whats been forbidden?

Mirror Mirror on my wall..
You're the reason for death i call.
I see my reflection in you and i hate me more and more.
You show me the imperfections i tried to bury in the deepest drawer.
Mirror Mirror on my wall...can't you see?
You're slowly killing me..

Mirror Mirror on my wall, can you see the pounds going away?
Mirror Mirror on my wall, i havent eaten for weeks, im happpy to say.
I don't think you know just what you're doing to this broken soul.
I don't think you meant to hurt her like you did, that wasn't your end goal.
Mirror Mirror on my wall, do i look good enough for you now?
Mirror Mirror on my wall, i am dying because of our secret vow.

Mirror Mirror on my wall, can you see the crack..?
I am skinny enough for you to see my spine through my back...
I am dying, i know it's to late for me...
I just wanted to be perfect, can't you see?
I close my eyes and fall asleep, only to fly with the angels above.
Broken Mirror on my wall, my casket fit my small body like a glove.
Babygirl Aug 2015
Wanna hear a story?
One with blood, and all things gory...
There once was a girl with a perfect smile.
She did everything to make sure no one would hurt, though she did for a while.
She was just like you and I.
The only difference, this girl made a plan to die.

Grab your gun, and tie your rope...
She sits in tears and gives up hope.
Don't forget to hide the pain you hold inside.
Don't forget no one would care if you died.
Grab your knife and carve your wrist...
She lays in a pool of her own blood; darkness kissed.

However the story doesn't end there..
Some say it should, but what about the others who care?
The little girl didn't think about the ones who she left behind.
She didn't think they would feel the pain, she was blind.
Watching as she sees the ones who cry...
She sees a baby sister walk in as she began to die.

Grab your pills, and swallow the pain away.
Numb to emotion, the only way to live another day.
Smile, they can see through your mask.
Hurry, pull down your sleeve before they can ask.
Grab your bottle, and drink a little more..
Pass out in a strangers bed and forget the emotional sore...
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