It’s like a sink hole
Everything's going along then
Boom
You’re falling
You hit the bottom again and you have to find your way out of that
***** muck
Don’t look at me
I’m filthy
***** muck
I’ll reach up as far as I can until
It hurts

Let's slow life down just a little
with a sprinkle

...

all quite odd really

Shhhhhh

i'm turning to honest
real
i was numb and not hearing your voice calling
i want to be sticky with sunshine and sand
i want to be an organic woman but i'm living in a world that demands work and discipline and only breathing from monday to friday at lunch times
my cake burned because i wanted it to be perfect
my cake is perfect
because it burned

My adrenalin is curdling
Douse me in rose water to dampen the steel blue and olive green in the mist
breathe
Gratitude and silver kettles
stepping stones
Complacent?
no
Diffident.
naivete surrenders

....

i sit in the chair that belonged to the king
i am the queen
the chair belongs to me now
every time i sit in that chair
it groans and
                                        i laugh

.....

the woman's world of ginger

How can you be the keeper for so many people and love but just one
It has to be the longevity