Forgive me Father for I have sinned
I have indulged in the sins of the flesh
Never did I thought to resist
Smell, sight, hearing and taste
My senses all look for her
Graceful as she is, I painted her like a gift from above
Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned
My thoughts and worship are hers to keep

A kiss upon the shoulder
Stab me from behind
Let the blood run dry
Before our kisses say their goodbyes

I love how you say my name
Now nothing else will do
I'd prefer to remain nameless
Than hear it from any other than you

do not frame it gently, unless your act truly is kind
be cruel if need be, tear and gnaw
but do not ease me, do not sedate me
if you're cleaning our garden
pluck and **** each flower slow
and remember each and every word
let them forever live on the tip of your tongue

1/6, those were the odds
He knew and did it anyway
For that I’ll never forgive
For that I’ll never believe
Nor in God or luck
Because if those do exist,
I am no child of he above
And I lost my dad to bad luck