I really don't care to go down this road
It tend to put an ache on my soul
And a quake on my heart
A cyclone in my mind
A tornado as my spine
And... flood into my eyes
I don't think I can weather this letter
You telling me I have to get used to not seeing you?
Talk about a cold front that's moving through
And the fog that hog the image of my future
Everyday I try to stand in the midst of this blizzard
I ran out of tissue because the precipitation have gotten denser
My life gets even more polar when I think about why you get to feel so tropical...
Sub-zero temperatures every time I think logical
Why the enjoyment of your seasons get to be at leisure?
Skirts, dresses, blouses, sneakers
And I have on layers and layers of clothes just to stay unfroze
I suppose that since I didn't do it, then he
Had to propose
**** I DIDN'T WANNA THINK ABOUT THAT
(Goosebumps filled my arms as I mourn)
You were too adamant on that type of gathering
We didn't relate, then you escaped
If you lost love how come it wasn't staggering?
I'm watching the hurricane through my window and my demeanor is static
Now I'm swaying side to side
Neck deep in tides, and I can't even panic
I swam away from the rescuer that attempted to save me from this tragedy
I told her to toss the life saver Gradually
Im suffering from this casualty
Yet I never speak with Blasphemy
Even though the forecast keep harassing me
...
We were in the eye of a category 5...
And I was the only one worried about a catastrophe

Last night I had a blast
It was just me and her the entire 8 hours
From 1am 'til 9 something this morning
I cannot remember when we exactly departed
Thanks to that stupid muscle car outside I had no chance to say goodbye
I remember a glimpse of me saying hello
Everything seemed to happen so fast
Though the scene grew slow
We were in a setting that I saw before
But it didn't really make sense to me
However I felt every little detail
Our mind is Amazing
One's thoughts can contradict a lot
Do our actions always have to oppose the freedom of our mind?
Anyway
We were holding hands tighter than we've ever done before
We got the chance to laugh about things that usually would have resulted in bitterness
Never before have we collaborated with such tenderness
Last night was the first time in a long time that we came together w/o domestic belligerence
A few people was present to witness
But they're not gonna remember this like I will
Not even her...
I loved her
I hugged her
I didn't bug her
I didn't shove her
I kissed her
...
I miss her
Even though she's just up the way in her dorm
But...
Everything changed within an alarm
I may not ever get to see her smile like she did
We weren't irresponsible
Although it wasn't planned
However we had kids
...Little princesses
I'm trying to remember where we lived
We might have been living without sin
Because she had a ring on her finger that had a Rose-goldish blend
Around 10a.m I got up and checked my jeans to see if she gave it back to me
I may go early tonight to see if I can finish with what I've started
Hope I can somehow make her believe
Hope one day I can treat her like my Queen
...
Just the way I did in my dream

I wish they made only one bottle
Made only one pair
Made only one style
Only made her size
I wish her eye color was rare
Her body type was distinct
If she didn't act similar to others that'll be nice too
I wish she didn't walk past me like strangers do
What if her conversation was deeper than greeting a new friend?
I wish I wasn't only funny to her As I am to the audience
Wish my texts or calls meant more than just another guy trying his luck
My wishes may never come true because I'm wishing upon a girl that I should have been hopeless about from day 1
But the little time spent makes me annoyed by the replica of her scent
WHY MOST WOMEN HAVE TO SHOP AT
BATH AND BODY WORKS?
And why can't Tide wash away them cuddled nights?
Dre Beats cannot send bass through my head to replace her laugh
Sleep cannot put her smile to rest as I dream
And the way she use to look at me, me and this girl with similar glazed hazel eyes gazed in the same fashion
Another time I was behind and I sped up to tap her on the shoulder but.. It.. Was.. Not ... Her...
I wish
I wish
Oh I just wish I knew it is over just how she's sure
And I only wish society will help me forget her

Never too late
Take for granted an opportunity at someone's love
Never too safe
Appear in loves radius w.o comforting love with hugs
Never too soon
Fight the sense of love even though it feels
Every Blue moon
Love will give you a chance
Every now and then
Love will give you a glance
Every since then
I accepted love and I've been in a trance