Why do we love someone who doesn't love us back
Why do we forgive so easily after they made our hearts crack
Why do we let them come back and destroy our lives once again
Why do we dry out their tears while ours fall like the rain
Why do we try to be good when all they do is bad
Why do we always please everyone while everytime they make us mad
Why do we hide all our feelings and regret it when it's too late
Why do we try to give our love to that person who always gives us hate
Why do we always follow others and let our own dreams drown
Why do we bury all our problems and try to smile like a clown
Why do we always miss the person who's gone
Why do we live in the hope when we know we have to move on
Why do we treat people with hatred when we can do it with love
Why do we lose hope without trying and leave it to the god above
WHY DO WE?

THE NORMAL YOU

Sometimes a time comes when you don't feel like talking
You just be with yourself and everything else blocking
You don't know what to do but you just enjoy the time alone
Various thoughts are coming into your mind and your mind is blown
You don't know what is false you don't know what is true
That's the time when people starts asking "where's the normal you?"
You get bored from the same fake ****
Friends leaving, betraying that's what hits
They say we'll always be together in a way such formal
but they always leave you and for you now that's normal
And their memories don't go you can't see anything through
and everyone asks "where's the normal you?"
you find peace with yourself alone
from now on that
and people start to say that you're depressed
but you don't care what anyone say and you say let it be
and that's the time when you realize THAT'S THE NORMAL ME "

You lit my whole world with just one **** smile
Couldn't help but looked after you, mile by mile
I was dull as dishwater, while all you did was shine
All I ever wish was if I could be your Valentine.

You were a girl that made me happy in every possible way
My heart would pump out with just your one simple “hey”
Your love, your body, I wanted all to be mine
All would've happened if I could be your Valentine.

Just wanted to dive into you deep eyes and see the seas seven
Coz girl after meeting you, I started to believe in heaven
Couldn't get you out of my mind, you were over me like the wine
I wouldn't ask for anything else if I could be your Valentine.

And then we got closer and that's when the things heated
But to win in this game of “fake love” , you cheated
Whenever they asked how I was doing, I always said fine
Oh my love, how lovely it would be if I could be your Valentine.

⚫ DARKNESS ⚫

We live in a world full of different beings
so many problems they're facing which only they're seeing.
crying all day, isolated, angry much to fight
but for all of them darkness was the new light.
Lost in their own world looking up at the sky
because it makes them happy and they no longer cry.
pale faces, slow music and seeing the stars
for that point of time it heals all their scars.

But once you find peace in the darkness, it's hard to come out
no one's gonna help you even if you shout.
I wanted to have lots of friends in my zone
but now all I want is to be alone.
feeling the tears coming down in my eyes
but I don't wanna cry and I have to look wise.
people say you're not the person I knew
but this feeling of cold darkness never leaves you.

because they'll never understand why you're like this
you're just lost in the darkness. The outside world? you don't even miss.
Isolated. Sad. Depressed and crying
everyday you feel like you're dying.
But every time, you see the next day
and then you think it's all gonna be okay.

Why am I feeling this again?
The feeling I decided to run from
The feeling that broke my heart in uncountable pieces
The feeling which once was sweet but turned into bitter
The feeling I'm afraid from
The feeling which turns into more than just a feeling
THE FEELING OF LOVE