I'm not interested by ***.
Frankly I find it disgusting.
I do not wish to be defiled,
No matter how you are lusting.

Oh, so I'm the ****?
How's that?
When the only person I've slept with
Is the one you call darlin
You know the one
My batman
How is it that I'm the ****
When you've slept with everyone
On Gods green earth?
Watch what you say ***,
I'm not your mirror.
****.

Excuse me as I rant.

I am tried of trying to inhale religious  expectations
expecting it to restore some coloration
Within the walls of my longing to be accepted soul
Because once I inhale
I'm drowning with rules and regulations
Suffering by asphyxiation.
On one hand I am told not to fall into temptation
On the other my fingers count the scars of self mutilation.
And they wonder why there's lack of communication
When most spit their words calling us abominations.
But Franny that's what they believe
yeah and I believe their teachings are a form of defecation.
you see what I mean, it's all 'bout interpretation
They see lustful behavior needing modification
I see nature and nurture working in collaboration.
because I am more than just a concept of sexualization.
Because I am more than God's "Mistaken creation"

my mom said the post I posted was disgusting
and I shrugged and said you just have to read the poem.

I have grown alot
wow.

Take a breath
Let it out.

Take a breath
Let it out
Let it out.
someone told you you weren't enough
Someone told you your time is up.
Take breathe
Let it out.

And turn.

We all have those moments
when we drown in self doubt
We all have those moments
when we get stretched out

And the world becomes nothing like our dreams
And the world becomes nothing we can see

Take a breath
Let it out.
stare the world in it's eyes
and turn.
Take a breath
let it out
They can't give you
what you deserve.
They can kick you in the rear
And smear you with "queer"
But Take a breath
Let it out
Take breathe
Let...it ...Out