On the surface I am happy. Its quite the masquerade I'm the jolly friend, always smiling To find a way To veil my true feelings in a shroud of dismay Because the surface is crumbling Under the roars of self-hate
I'm strong and then weak I'm happy and then sad I have mixed emotions I'm always dreading the bad And wondering where will it end Im trying to fill this hole In my heart Id tried letting go Of you But yet I'm still holding on To something that's no longer there I have mixed emotions about you And life One minute I love you then The next I hate you One minute I'm here then The next I'm gone Sometimes I feel like gods Calling me back home One minute I feel alive and the next I feel dead I still think that one day My phone will ring and I'll hear your voice again I have mixed emontions Its so many emotions Like one minute I have faith then The next I don't Sometimes I wish That I could just let go Because I have Mixed emotions...about you
Lifes not fair to us we live each day waiting till the night so that the dark can hid our insecurities
Lifes not fair to us because the reasons to die out way the reasons to live we live on the edge and each night we dig our nails in in an effort to hang on
Lifes not fair to us each morning we wake up trying to hid who we are with makeup each day we agree to whatever they say and we fear the day we will be alone because following is the only thing we have ever known
Lifes not fair to us I cant stop the words before I speak my fist seem to have a mind of thier own and i turn for help but im all alont all the kids it hits can run away but i cant drown out the monster inside of
Lifes not fair to us We turn for help and everyone turns away so we search for love in the wrong place and people call us a disgrace tell there children to look away
Lifes not fair to us but all we are trying to do is replace the love no one ever gave